Frozen Smile

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you were the reason

for my tears every night

you were the reason 

that I'm cold tonight

please don't make promises

that you can not follow through

because every smile

can be ruined too

I am hollow

inside and out

but that wasn't my way

I used to smile, no doubt

there was once a time

when even I would enjoy

every part of life

the parts you destroy

and all it does is hurt

how you willingly agree

the one you love

My hands have grown numb

and I feel frozen

but no matter how warm the sun

at night it'll be this way again

Of course, of course you didn't mean to

this in not what you wanted right?

Still you're concern is on you

of course, of course it is alright

So I lay alone

staring up to sky

it is so cold tonight

I wonder why

Can I freeze to death

would that be okay? 

If destroyed that way

I would lay smiling here today

Hearing melodies playing in head

is it to late to say

that for once in my life

I really won't be okay

Of course, of course it is all for you

that my heart will ache

yes it does hurt

of course I wish I was not awake

Of course, of course it's cold out

but do not worry for me

because of you

I am always lonely

Even though my freinds are near

with smiles, love, and sympathy

the love isn't the same

as I pray for desperatly

Can I freeze to death

would that be okay? 

If destroyed that way

I would lay smiling here today

Why is it so cold today

when most in pain?

Why is it so beautiful

even as it starts to rain?

The drops make it more cold

why can't I go?

Soon it will be too cold

and I'll be covered in snow

I never knew how beautiful the world is

I should have looked out once in a while

seeing this for now

I did nothing but smile

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