Hello I'm Katie. I have other profiles, but this is for me to have so that certain people can't see what I write. I have my reasons.
Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit
I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left
Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone
I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
I love sleep. My life has this tendency to fall apart when I'm awake
I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that's in the inside
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.
Look at me. You may think you see who I really am, but you'll never know me
Someone once asked me, 'Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?' I replied, 'Why do you assume I see two roads?'
The deepest people are the ones who've been hurt the most
I'm often silent when I am screaming inside
Take it from someone who's fallen... it's a long way down
I feel like everybody has two sides: light and dark. I like to walk the line between the two
- in my nightmares
- JoinedNovember 12, 2011