"If you only knew" I said to him with tears forming at my eyes and a few escaping. I looked at him and saw the very same pained expression I used to see on myself. I couldn't tell him anymore. I let myself out of his grip and ran as fast as my feet could let me. Now at this point I was crying so hard I could barley see the ground I was running on. I had promised myself I wouldn't let anyone in, I would not make the same mistake again. Especially not Blake Richardson. The most popular kid at our school. The guy who broke many hearts. The kid I was afraid to let in. The kid everyone liked, even me.