The stealing glances, the eye contact, the butterfly in a stomach. In her mind, she built up an idealized and romanticized version on him that she know can never be reconciled with reality. Ultimately, the girl's crushing self-doubt prevents her from ever making a move. She is convinced that pursuing this crush would be inappropriate and doomed to fail, so she continues to nurse her unrequited feelings in solitude, resigning herself to the role of silent admirer.