I WAS HOLDING ONTO SOMETHING WHICH NEVER RETURNED; HE WAS MY EVERYTHING WHICH HE'LL NEVER KNOW I FELT THE THINGS WHICH COULDNT BE ON THE SHOW ALL THE TIME I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO TURN BACK TO THE ONE HE USED TO BE IT WAS TOO LATE TO REALIZE THAT HIS LOVE STARTED TO MINIMIZE AT THE END I REALIZE HE'S NOT GONNA BE MINE NOT I GOTTA BE HIS </3