Tw; Mentions of character death. After the tragic death of his lover Izuku now lives with the underlying feeling that it was his fault, although his lover knows it wasn't. His lover still accompanies their shared apartment, watching his smaller partner completely fall apart at the seams because of his absence. So Katsuki makes a deal with the devil to be able to see his partner again, even if that means he'll forever be stuck in his new form and never die again. He's willing to take that risk if it means he gets to see his loving boyfriend again, being able to wipe away the tears that he never wished had ever fallen in the first place. Katsuki was willing to make up absolutely everything to Izuku, it's the least he could do for the smaller male after leaving him alone in the first place. Katsuki will forever regret leaving the apartment, and honestly if he knew what he knows now, he would have never left in the first place. He feels utterly horrible for what he unintentionally did to his lover. But he still loves Izuku with all his heart and he is willing to shower Izuku in all the love he deserves. This is the journey of the two healing hearts ♡ 웃ᰔ웃 I do not own the Boku No Hero Academia series, I decided to write a fanfic using the characters of the show, all credits go to Horikoshi.