I don't want to spend the rest of my life wrapped in a blanket on the sofa with my head on my dad's shoulder. the list is the only thing that keeps me going.felix lost the long fight against leukemia. but the 16-year-old wants to live. on the on the wall of his room he writes ten things he will do before he dies number one is sex. but when hyunjin shows up, sex is more than just one item on his list can you love when you die? Felix does.