-will be updated every two weeks and will include a song each chapter from the official fic playlist- it wouldn't be a problem if chase had gone with Marc to new York, to keep an eye on him. but they didn't. and now he's gone missing. chase is going through their own battles of their own and all on top of that, they're now khonshu's (temporary) avatar, all whilst trying to navigate their worsened mental health and their feelings for Steven, as well as going on a hunt to find their friend and to stop the newest evil that's cropped up. *There will be chapters about dissociative amnesia and how it affects chase. There will be mentions of other mental health illnesses or disorders alongside mentions of abuse, self harm and suicidal thoughts. These heavily written chapters will be marked with a trigger warning*