this will probably have a lot of triggering stuff in it but i wanna share somehow yknow don't read this if you are homophobic, a terf or anything like that because your an a-hole since this talks about my life current and past it will have talking of fandom stuff because that stuff is important to me school art siblings/family abusive parents slightly abusive friends/ex self loathing anxiety depression SH i won't go into any detail unless i do something stupid and made a panicked entry lol anyway I'll make a warning in any chapter that has triggering stuff