in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor. tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessary

In the crisp autumn air, a wounded heart and a free soul unexpectedly connect. two young men, one carefree young, one self-loathing, internalized homophobic boy find themselves in an unlikely pairing that shouldn't work - yet it does. Or does it? A/N The following topics may be triggering, proceed with caution. Drug abuse, alcohol abuse, homophobia, slurs, mentions of suicide (will be updated if anything changes)

This is for all of us who are a Yaoi Bitch, a little Fan Fiction of you and male characters (if your a girl ur welcome to join this crazy adventure but keep in mind your a boy). Request will be open until the day I die! Hope you enjoy this crazy adventure!

Thomas, age 22: Alcoholic, suicidal. When he's ready to end it all, there is a man who stops his fall. *Trigger Warning* Abuse Suicidal Drinking Swearing Rape Depression

(ᴋɪʟʟᴜɢᴏɴ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴀᴜ ꜰɪᴄ) ᴋɪʟʟᴜᴀ ɪꜱ ᴀ ɴᴏ-ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜱᴛᴇᴀʟɪɴɢ ʙʀᴀᴛ, ᴀꜱ ᴍᴀɴʏ ʟᴏᴄᴀʟꜱ ꜱᴀʏ. ʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ɴᴏ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴛʀᴇᴇʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ ʟᴏᴄᴀᴛᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴏᴅꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ ɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴇᴀʟ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴɢᴅᴏᴍ ʙᴇꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ʜɪᴍ? [ᴘʀᴏᴜᴅᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴀɴᴋɪɴɢ || #1 ɪɴ ᴋɪʟʟᴜɢᴏɴ] 8/1/2023 (ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛꜱ ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛꜰᴜʟ ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ(ꜱ))

"I just wanna feel something"

"Relax, Nigga."

TW: Includes: BL WLW, MLM LGBTQ+ Homophobics Mental Disorders Deaths Blood

DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE A lone boy lives by himself, living an ordinary life, or so he thought... His life turns around as he finds out what he truly is. He is brought into a hidden world he has not seen before and is enrolled in a school within that magical world. With his recent discovery, he finds clues that may help him be able to find his lost brother. Along the way, he finds various friends and learns the truth about his past in said world. But not only that, he has to uncover the tragic past within. And there is something dear to him he must lose in the end. - His brother? His friends? Who knows?

|𝟑𝐱 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐃| In this touching coming of age drama, 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔𝐄𝐋 goes through life in search of answers that no one can supply him with. When he discovers the source of his pain and the seemingly obvious remedy, he decides to end his own life so that 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 has the chance to be who she truly is. It isn't as bad as it sounds. But prepare to get your heart ripped out anyway. 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬: 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐜, 𝐥𝐠𝐛𝐭𝐪+, 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟐/𝟐𝟎 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝟏𝟐/𝟎𝟔/𝟐𝟎 𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝟏𝟒+ 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐀, 𝐄𝐃, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, & 𝐥𝐠𝐛𝐭𝐪+ 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫: @𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐜_𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐬