"Clive, let's break up-," "No. No. No please," he begged. My heart is breaking seeing him begging. He ever kissed my forehead. "No break up,please, Lauren. Mahal na mahal kita-," i cried more after he said that. I love you more but this is for you own good. My family hates soldiers because they violated my sister but I already learned that we shouldn't hate all the soldiers especially because i love you,but I can't tell you this. Parang narinig niya kung ano nasa isip ko. "What do you want me to do? I-I'll give up in military and stay to be an engineer-," "NO!," I shouted him while pushing him away from me. "Wag na wag mo gagawin yan." i saw his tears na nagpapikit saakin. "I want to you continue your dreams. I want you to be a soldier! Sa tadhana nalang natin iasa kung magiging tayo ba sa huli-," "Bakit pa tayo aasa? Kung pwede naman natin gawin iyong nakatadhana." Nakakainis! Kung magpapatuloy siya baka di ko na siya tuluyang mahiwalayan! "JUST PLEASE! Please just respect my decision, Clive! I don't want you to be my boyfriend anymore!," after i said that tumakbo ako paalis. Napatigil siya sa huli kong sinabi kaya nasisiguro kong hindi niya ako susundan.