3-2-1 that's how fast everything changed. It's not like i planned it out; I mean yeah I saw him-through the tv screen but I never thought I would be here now. Jamie Campbell Bower. He was blond and tall, perfect blue eyes,always pictured in skinny jeans. I tried to never attach myself to anyone especially "fall in love" with celebrities just because I knew that it wouldn't work out and so there was no point. I had slight crushes here and there but it's normal for a teenager. Yes I'm only 19 and he 25. I don't know there was something about him something I couldn't let go of. He was different,he was humble, he was all he said he was, but out of everything he was soon mine. Our love was different I guess you could say well how would I know I wasn't in many relationships, but being in this one I knew I had to be careful. He was famous and I was nobody. The sad reality of our relationship was just that. Oh and I'm Tessa by the way.