(BxB) "please you don't understand everything thing will fall apart" Rayan shouts clenching his fist as his tears threatens to drop silently begging his brother. "No you will die if you go on like this" his brother says softly squishing Rayan's shoulder. "It's better if I die, better than this miserable life" now the tears threatened to fall starts to roll down Rayan's face. "And how we will live without you and how will they have you ever thought of that" his brother starts to weep burying his face in his hands and continues "they will understand I promise, you know them they love you. Just tell them the truth" "What that I love them more than a son should love his dad. That I want to kiss them hold them sleep with them"