A vivid memory of a man with a red face and crooked teeth was triggered. She remembered how he had given her an amazing gift, with eyes like her's and hair the color of the sun. She also remembered how he had taken away that gift, how he had ended the beautiful music and destroyed the light they had created. Her tears mixed with the rain as it harshly hit her face. The stinging on her now rosy skin resulted in her down casting her head, almost in defeat, as if the fears had won. Her hazy vision focused on her shiny red coat. She knew that under her coat her chilled skin was pale, she knew that under her skin she lacked muscle and fat and she knew that even under that she lacked a soul. She could not bear it, she once more let the water pelt her, appreciating its lack of regard for her worthless being. The heart-wrenching love story in which a woman finds herself once more with the help of a man with sandy hair.