this is all personal and my true honest feelings. know that i have severe depression, and christian, and am going through a lot of stress right now. this is my way of getting my feelings out and is all completely original. i hope that you can be comforted by my work and know that you are not alone in your suffering. this is me telling the world my feelings but not revealing why. do not ask me why i feel this way, do not ask me how i am doing. i will not answer these questions. and if someone claims this is not poetry, you are wrong because the poetry you learn early on in school isn't the extent of what poetry is. even the great epics written in the BC's were written poetically so that they could be sung in a palace or nobleman's house for a party. thus poetry is not always what you think and it is in the eye of the writer to tell whether or not it is poetry. so get off your pretentious ass if you think otherwise.