Atlas1Sparks
I didn't matter.
No one cares about what I've done.
They don't care that I drink and smoke. They don't care that I have sex.
They don't care that I'm gay.
They don't care whether I'm alive or dead.
No one gives a fuck about me.
I used to think it was normal.
But in the end i've grown close to the things around me, as I've learned to harmonize with the wind, and live off of my own company.
Because I have never needed anyone, and I never will.
... I thought that once.
Until Zero started noticing my distance, and begun to focus on me.
He began to love me, and pay attention to me.
He made me feel a little more alive.
But, I couldn't love him.
I didn't know how to.
I had never been loved, and I didn't love myself. So how was I supposed to love someone so beautiful?
How was I supposed to love someone who wouldn't love me back..?
It hurt.
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The Shattered Series, Book 1:
- Despondent
Despondent focuses on the introduction of Error, and his childhood bestfriend, Zero.
It also dives into Error's mind, letting us get to know him, and his thought process.
TW/CW:
SA mentions, implied SH, Eating Disorders, descriptive gore/sensations, depression, Slight implied NSFW.
(There will always be a warning if it's NSFW, or triggering. But if a little too much for you, please don't read this, thankyou!!)