ill // phan au

"you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)

Depressed // Phan Texting

Phil is depressed. Dan helps with depression The only way Dan can help? Is if you send one text. -- Date created - 03/04/16 M D Y Date finished - ??/??/?? M D Y Lower case intended

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

dear insecurities [phan-completed]

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smokin...

insane | phan au

we all go mad. dan is mad ; so is phil will their love be too strong? or will it be too hurtful? who knows? ~ aus; insanity, depression, (potential) self harm. boyxboy one sentence fan fic.

Kings

Dan Howell é o sucessor do trono do grande reino de Alphenor e ele não poderia estar mais satisfeito. O primogênito conseguia tudo o que quisesse em um estalar de dedos: fama, dinheiro, carros, roupas, absolutamente tudo. Só havia uma coisa que o mimado jovem não conseguiria tão facilmente: escapar de seu próprio casa...

asl? ✧ phan

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

Finger Paint | Phan

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

lyrics // phan

in which dan uses song lyrics to describe his otherwise inexpressible emotions tw // mentions of depression, anxiety, death, abuse

Insomnia //phan

//letter format// Dan Howell can't sleep, ever. Phil Lester is the cause of that

Psych Testing (phan)

[COMPLETED] This journal belongs to: DAN If found: Don't look inside, ever. It's mine and Doctor Linder said so.

Not On Fire (Phan AU)

In which Dan's an arsonist and Louise thinks he needs more friends.

sad face // phan

complete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary

paint my world

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

Sleep . Phan .

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

snapchat

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

elevators

[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

SYNESTHESIA;; phan

para dan, todos eram preto-e-branco, já phil era colorido. © 2016, wastephanight.

You Are In Love

Depois de vários anos de amizade, Dan e Phil entram em confronto com seus próprios sentimentos e percebem que nunca foram "apenas amigos".

talk me down ;; phan

in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

CUDDLY GAME;; phan

Existem vezes que você simplesmente fica no completo tédio e quer jogar alguma coisa aleatória. Dan então resolve criar um jogo chamado "jogo do abraço", e Phil aceita brincar. Eles só não esperavam que isso fosse dar em algo mais. © 2015, wastephanight.