posting again?!?!! in the same wEEK ?!?!!
actually wrote this like half a year ago but here you go
Year: 1993
Kurts age: 26
Your age: 26
I sat at the train station waiting for well- the train
I was early so I wasn't expecting it to come any time soon
I was playing with my thumbs when I head a voice beside me
"Can you move over"
I looked up and saw him
HIM
KURT COBAIN
My mind was running and I moved over slightly for him to sit down
My leg began to bounce like crazy
I could tell he was examining my tattoo that was on my forearm
"That's mine"
I heard him say
I turned to him and he was pointing to a spot on my arm
Yep
Right there on my arm was a small tattoo that Kurt had
Some sort of shield with 'K' in the middle
"You have the same tattoo as me"
He smiled
"Yeah I have the same tattoo"
I laughed a little
"Your a fan?"
He asked
I shrugged
"I used to be a fan when bleach first came out and then a few months ago i got drunk and my mate did it, I don't know what happened I just sorta fell out of it"
"That was ballsy"
"Yeah"
I laughed a little
"Your pretty I think your hair is a nice colour"
He smiled looking at me from top to bottom as I began to feel nervous
"Your.. Your just very very pretty"
I smiled behaving able to feel my cheeks become red
"You wanna know something"
He asked
"Sure"
"I'm pretty sure I know
you from uh— summers camp!"
He said exited once he realised the name of the camp
"Oh! Yes"
I laughed
"And we m-"
"Made out behind the teachers cabin yes I do in fact remember that"
I laughed cutting him off
"You know Kurt that was my first kiss"
I laughed a little
"Yep same"
He laughed aswell
"Fuck- Kurt Cobain was my first kiss"
I laughed looking at him just realising this
He nodded his head
"Anyway how are you"
He asked
"Pretty good how about you?"
"That's good,
Where are you goin"
He asked ignoring the question
"No fucking clue I'm just here to get away,
How bout you"
I lied
"I'm going to a bar with my friend Dave"
"Nice"
I smiled
"Wanna tag along"
He asked
"Yeah why the fuck not"
I smiled knowing dam straight I was supposed to go to my sisters house but she will get over it
The train arrived so both Kurt and I got onto it and sat down across from each other
I looked at him and smiled
"So Kurt have you got any love interest"
"Why you wanna know"
He smiled leaning his elbows on he table in between us and then leaning his chin on his hands
"Because I'm being nice and I'm single"
I joked blowing a kiss to him
His face immediately went a light pink whilst he looked at me with a soft expression
"Well I'm horny"
He said out of the blue causing us to burst into a fit of laughed probably bothering everyone on this train
"It's funny because same"
I laughed looking at his attractive face
"Deadass?"
He asked
"Deadass, Always am"
I laughed
Kurt and I both just laughed like children, obnoxiously loud making most people look at us in annoyance
We both calmed down trying not to laugh
We weren't even laughing at what we where laughing at before, we where laughing over nothing in particular
Laughing at trying not to laugh, like teenagers
Once we calmed ourselves Kurt and I sat in silence for the next 7 minutes when he decided to speak up
"Do you get drunk?"
He asked me
"Yeah, Why"
I asked
"Oh just because Dave and I are probably gonna get smashed so I didn't want you to feel left out"
He smiled
How sweet of him to not want to
leave me out
"Oh I'll get completely hammered"
I laughed looking out the window
Even if I didn't drink I'd get drunk with him
Kurt cobain asks you to do something;
You do it no questions asked
"What happened between us when we where kids?"
I asked looking over at him
He shrugged and looked at the table for a second
"I think we just grew apart"
He shrugged
I nodded my head and began to think of all the dumb shit we used to do
"Remember when we set my mattress on fire"
I laughed looking up at him
He nodded his head and laughed softly
"And all the drugs we did"
He added
"All the high unprotected sex"
I said underneath my breath laughing only now really beginning to remember all this shit
I tried to block Aberdeen completely out of my head but I'm now sad that I did
Maybe if I hadn't I would of met up with Kurt sooner
Kurt just put his face in his hands and failed horribly at holding in his laughter
"Why did we do that?"
"What rawdoggin' it?"
I asked causing the both of us to piss ourselves laughing
"I mean yeah-
Why did you have to put it like that"
He said trying to hold back his laughter
"I don't know"
I laughed
"But we where 15 and dumb and didn't think about the possibility's of what could happen,
I mean we where always on something and to busy to give a fuck"
I added calming down my laughter because the both of us where beginning to get rather loud
I looked up at kurt and saw that he was trying to hard to hold in his laughing he was fucking crying
"Dude!"
I laughed slamming my hand on the table and little to hard
"Oh fuck!"
I laughed feeling my hand stinging like a motherfucker
Kurt just lost his shit and we both just started laughing hysterically
Whilst we where losing our shit some guy around our age walked up to where we where sitting and stood infront of us
Kurt and I shut up pretty quickly and looked up at him
"What"
I said duly
"Can you shut the fuck up"
He snapped at me
"Can you mind your own fucking business asshole"
I snapped right back standing up ready to fight this motherfucker
"Okay y/n calm down god,
Yeah we'll be quieter"
Kurt said grabbing my sleeve and pulling it down causing me to sit back down
The guy walked away and Kurt looked at me confused
"What"
I asked
"Where you really gonna fight him or just get up in his face"
He asked quietly leaning towards me keeping his voice down
"Oh no I'd beat the shit out of him!"
I said loudly making sure the guy heard me
"Shut up!"
Kurt laughed hitting my shoulder softly
I got up and walked around the table so I was sitting next to Kurt and smiled at him softly
"Your still a short tempered asshole huh"
He asked putting his arm around my waist
"Pretty much"
I smiled innocently
"Mmh"
He nodded pulling me closer to him
"I won't ask again, You single?"
I laughed starting the question off seriously but then quickly just messing around
"Yeah, why? You interested"
He laughed
"Maybe"
I smiled smugly
"I know you are"
He said proudly
(only joking though)
I looked up at him and his hand went from my waist to my hip then around to the side of my thigh
All the memories with Kurt all of a suddenly came flooding back,
And not just lighting my bed on fire
Sexual memories
I hadn't realised that I was just staring at kurt while zoning out thinking about all this stuff until I felt a warm pare of lips on mine
I pulled away after kissing him back and looked at Kurt who was sitting there with an adorable smile on his lips
I didn't know what to do
I felt like I couldn't move or talk
Kurts smiled faded away and now he was looking at me confused and concerned
"Kurt kiss me again"
I smiled softly
He did as I suggested and put his hand on the back of my neck pulling me close to him kissing me passionately
I put one of my my hands on his hip leading it up the underneath of his shirt on his bare skin
I pulled back and smiled at him sweetly
"I missed you"
He said softly
"I'm not going to lie to you, I forgot about you but I'm fucking pissed that I did because I know if I hadn't I would of missed you every single day"
i smiled while i pulled him closer to me
He just smiled as went in kissing my lips softly