8:30pm (LA time) , 11:30pm (NY time)
"And when I went into labor, Durk had his headphones on because he doesn't like all the chaos that goes on in the room," India laughs making us laugh, "But it was just me and him and then Willow came."
"She's so chuncky too," Bryson says.
"She's got Durks entire face," I say before she looks at me.
"Yeah she does.." She shakes her head, "She looked like me in the beginning now she lookin like her daddy," She laughs.
We spent the first hour talking about Crystal's pregnancy and India's kids. I didn't mind any of it, I was just happy to be there and be in the conversation.
We were eating food that a chef was cooking and sitting in the living room talking.
Being a fan of both Durk and Polo, I wanted to ask them so many questions but I was beginning to be in the same field they were in. Being a rapper's girlfriend. Privacy is a must, and boundaries had to be respected.
"I can't wait to have kids," Vina speaks up, "How old are you Ci?" She looks up at me.
"I'm only seventeen," I laugh.
"Seventeen?! Damn, you seem so mature and so grown up," Bryson says.
"Forreal, I would've never guessed you were seventeen. You look probably twenty..maybe twenty-two," Jazzy laughs as I laugh.
"I get that a lot," I say, "I just grew up quicker at a young age that's it.." I trail off.
"Girl I was about to ask you are you and your dude gonna have a baby," Vina laughs making everyone crack up, "You're a baby!"
"Yeah we ain't having kids no time soon.. we gotta get a few years in and I need a rock on my finger before I get pregnant," I laugh as everyone else laughs before my phone starts going off.
"Imagine that's him," Bryson says.
"It is!" I widen my eyes before answering Pop's face time call.
"Woo back baby," He licks his lips, "What you doing?"
"Im with some friends right now, why wassup?" I ask.
"You just need to come home already i need some lovinnnn," He groans sitting up in his bed.
"I miss you too babe. It's only gonna be like another day and then i'm back home."
"You needa hurry up! You looking too fire out there in La right now, it's not sitting right with me," He says before everyone laughs making him laugh a little, "You listen to what I sent you?"
"Yeah I like all of them. Especially my song.. but the last one.. the other love song.. you need more lovin babe like get romantic! You talking bout shooting niggas and sucking on ya nina like-," I start laughing as he cracks up.
As Pop and I talked a little more, everyone went back to their own conversations but being quiet enough to let us talk.
"You know that song by Ja Rule.. the song I always play in the car."
"Down ass bitch," He responds.
"I feel like you could do a remake of that. Ya voice on a Ja Rule instrumental.. definitely," I nod my head.
"Like a summertime vibe type shit.. I hear you baebas," He gets up and walks to the corner of his room where he had his little studio set up, "Alright ima call you later when you finished with girls night," He chuckles, "And let you know what I come up with."
"Later, be safe I love you."
"Later, be safe and I love you too.. tell everybody I said wassup too," He laughs.
"I will I will," I laugh.
"Later baby," He says before hanging up the phone.
"His voice is deeeeepppp," India laughs making me laugh, "I wasnt expecting that. Scared me for a second. Sounding like 50."
"Forreal, I thought he just made his voice like that for the music!" Jazzy laughs.
"Nope, he's really real in real life," I say.
"And you be telling him what to write about and everything I find that hella cute like..." Crystal trails off.
"Hook me up with a rapper so I can tell him to write a song about me," Vina laughs.
"Well he doesn't write. We'd be on the phone or Id be in the studio with him while he records a song and he'd get my input on it. But he went to the studio a while ago and made this love song about me out of nowhere."
"I wanna hear it," Crystal says, "Here I got bluetooth on my speaker that connects to the tv.." She gets up to change the tv channel and put the speaker on.
I connect my phone to the speaker and go to my notes. I click on What you know bout love first and let it play.
"Ooou differences?" Vina asks as I nod, "That's cute stop," She giggles.
As the song plays, everyone starts bopping their heads and smiling. After the song ends everyone had something to say.
"Nah this is fire," Bryson says, "It's catchy too. I like it-is he gonna release it soon?" He asks.
"I don't think so. He wants people to get to know him first. The aggressive, Brooklyn hood nigga part and then he wants to show like his lovey dovey side," I laugh, "That's what he told me."
"I like it," India smiles, "He really made it about you like. When he release this song.. everybody and his fans gonna know you his girl...like-."
"The curly hair, the range, the fendi part," Crystal cuts her off before India agrees.
"And what's crazy is that I dont even be realizing til later on when I really think about it but, when we first started talking.." I fix my posture, "He wasn't serious about rapping and he was inviting me to his studio sessions, I was getting out of a relationship and he was telling me hurry up..and was telling me how he was ready to love me. I asked him like 'what you know bout love' and I guess this was his response."
"Awwwww!" Vina and Jazzy say.
"So he made this back when yah wasn't even together? Oh he been in love since the jump!" Crystal says.
"Forreal," India nods, "That's really cute though. Not too many niggas out here show their appreciation for their girl. You guys are super young too and seem mature. I like that."
Friday May 10, 2019
Hotel 📍
10pm (LA time) , 1am (NY time)
Leaving Crystal & Polo's house. Everyone exchanged numbers with both India and I. We planned to all meet back up when it was Crystal's baby shower since i'm in New York.
I met Tae and Demario back at the hotel after he was done with Nicki.
"I'm so tired.." Tae throws himself on his bed.
I look around seeing that Tae and I'd suitcases were the only ones here.
"Where is-."
"Kicked his ass to the fucking curb. Dick was trash and he was lame and was looking for attention."
"I been told you, he was wocky from the beginning," I shake my head throwing myself on my bed.
"He was like trying to ask Nicki about personal shit and everything and that's when I was like 'you need to go' and she had security escort him off set.." He trails off.
"Forreal?!" I widen my eyes, "Damn wish I was there!" I laugh.
"He was getting on my nerves too. Like bitch if you wanna be my shadow just say that!" He laughs as I laugh.
"Yeah he been weird," I sigh taking off my heels.
"So how was your little girls night or whatever?"
"We just ate food and talked, it wasn't really too much. But India.. Royale was telling me like Durk wants to get in contact with Pop and I put him on."
"Wordddd?" He turns his head to look at me, "First Nicki, now India and Durk.. you came out here to work!" He laughs.
"Gotta put my baby on," I shrug.