I clench my fist as anger build up from my body . I couldn't forget how it happened . Remembering it was a nightmare for me .
I'm so angry . I wouldn't forgive them for ruining my life . They are the reason why I am suffering . They must feel what I am feeling right now .
I want them to feel how to lose someone . I want them to feel how worthless my life . I want them to be at the same state as I was .
I want to take revenge. I want them to suffer .
Seeing them suffer like me might end my sorrow .
My life was ruined now . I suffered a lot and I don't know if how long would I be suffering .
They don't know how I feel .
How I wish I could find them . I really need to find them .
I hate my life now .
I hate how I couldn't do anything to stop it .
I hate how worthless I am now .
I hate everyone . Including myself .
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