"How many days late are you babe?" Brad asks as he takes my hands in his, rubbing his thumb over them in a soothing and caring way
"I think three" I don't know what else to say so I continue to look down at our hands
Brad surprises me by lifting my head up and planting a kiss on my lips. He pulls me into a hug and we stay like that for a few minutes before I lean away looking into his eyes.
"I mean this could just be a scare but I think I need to take a test. I need to know if I'm pregnant or not and then we can freak out once we know" I say as I start shaking with nerves
"Look... I know we didn't plan this yet and we wanted to wait until after we get married but if it's positive then it's positive and if it's negative then it's negative. Don't worry about it baby everything will be fine no matter what the outcome. Oh come here baby, look you're shaking" Brad always reassures me when things are uncertain and that's one of the things that I love about him.
"I haven't got any tests and I don't want to go and get any just in case someone sees. WAIT... I do have some tests. Remember when I was sick a while ago and we thought I might be but then I got my period and I didn't need to take one"
Before Brad had the time to answer me, I climb out of bed and walk to the bathroom and start rummaging through my draws. Once I find the box of tests, I take one out and Brad sits on the edge of the bathtub whilst I take it. I finish and place the cap back on the end, turn it upside down on the counter and now we just wait.
"It says to wait three minutes" I say reading the back of the box
"Whatever will be will be. If there's one line on the stick then that's fine and if there's two then we will have a baby" Brad says taking the box off if me and reading it himself
"But Brad we are so not ready for a baby yet. Of course if I'm pregnant then we will have to be ready but if not then I think I'll be slightly relieved" I look at my watch and notice that three minutes has gone by
"Right here goes" I take the upside down test in my hand
"1...2...3" I feel the need count myself down. I turn it over, my eyes still closed. I open my eyes and look down
One line... negative. A wave of relief comes over me.
"It's negative" I hand the test to Brad who takes a look
"I know we would've managed if i was pregnant but I'm okay that it's negative" I look at Brad who hands the test back to me.
"We really need to be more careful when we have sex baby. I mean if we really don't want this to happen before we get married then we need to use condoms religiously and maybe I should actually go on some kind of birth control" I explain to Brad as this situation has caused a lot of stress for me the last couple of days even though I didn't show it to anyone
"I agree baby. Like you said if it was positive then we'd make ourselves ready and of course we'd be excited. As soon as we get married we can ditch all the contraception and we can actively start trying"
"Brad... I'll be off contraception for our wedding night. That's the night to start trying. I mean how perfect would it be if we could tell our child that it was conceived on the night of it's mom and dads wedding. I mean it probably won't happen like that but it's a nice thought"
I put the box of tests and the one I just took back in the draw. For some reason I don't want to throw the used test out. I follow Brad back into the bedroom and we crawl into bed and turn the T.V on.
"What do you want to watch?" I ask Brad as he's looking through the movie channel
"What about this?" Brad stops the remote on 'The Shining'
"You know I can't say no to that" I cuddle up to Brad as he presses play. Even though I love this movie it still scares the crap out of me and I can't watch it unless Brad is with me so I can cuddle up to him and hide my face in his chest at the scary parts.
*A few days later* November 15th 1999
(Brad's P.O.V)
Jen is throwing a dinner party for some of our friends and at the end of the night she's going to ask Dre and Kristin to stay behind so she can ask them to be her maid of honour and bridesmaid.
"I'm popping to the store to get everything we need" Jen says to me as she's walking out of the door
I stay behind and clean the place up. I put on the washing machine and I go around and do some dusting and polishing. Shortly after Jen arrives back and she puts the shopping bags on the kitchen counter. She empties them and packs everything away. She pulls one last item from the bag and throws it at me. I look down and when I see what it is, I laugh.
"A box of condoms?" I laugh looking at the box she just threw at me
"Well if you want sex tonight then we need them as we ran out last night" Jen says as she closes the fridge
"I want sex tonight" I say in a matter of fact way
"That's what I thought" She chuckles as she packs the rest of the stuff away
Jen's back is turned to me as she's washing up so I decide to walk towards her and wrap my arms around her waist. I caress her toned stomach underneath her top and she stops what she's doing and she rests her head on my shoulder, in a position that allows me to kiss around her neck and behind her ears... which is her sweet spot. I gently suck on her ear lobe and then kiss behind it and she can't help but let out an involuntary moan.
"I thought you meant tonight baby" Jen says as I turn her around to face me
"I do mean tonight but it doesn't mean that we can't have a little fun now does it" I bend down and start kissing her neck again and she tilts her head back giving me better access.
"But baby we haven't got time to have sex right now" She says putting her hands on my chest, slightly pushing me away
"I didn't say we were having sex now did I. Shhhhh... and let me pleasure you"
"Alright... you convinced me" She says putting her hands on the sides of my face and our lips meet in a passionate kiss.
As we continue to make out I slip my tongue into her mouth and our tongues begin to play with each other, tasting each other's mouths. I place my hands under her ass and lift her up to sit on the kitchen counter. She instinctively wraps her legs around my waist and pushes me closer using the heels of her feet. My hands find their way under her top, caressing her stomach and slowly making their way to her breasts. I cup both of her breasts with both of my hands and squeeze them and occasionally rubbing my thumb over her already hardened nipples.
"Someone's turned on huh?" I make that statement as her nipples are incredibly hard
"Well that's your fault. Now kiss me" I go back to kissing her, still massaging her breasts
I lower my hand down to the waistband of her jeans and it make its way into her pants, underneath her underwear so my hand is now resting on her amazing womanhood. I try to caress it but it's hard to move my hand inside her jeans and Jen can sense this so she unbuttons and unzips them for me which allows me more freedom. As she's still sitting on the counter, I insert a finger into her and start moving it around while my thumb starts to rub her clit.
"Mmmmmmm" Jen moans out as my fingers are deep inside her
I start moving them faster and faster as my thumb is rapidly creating circles on and around her clit. She buries her head into my neck and starts to moan loudly.
"Fuck... oh... fuck baby... yeah" Jen's moans start to get even louder as I manage to reach my fingers deeper inside of her.
Gosh I love to hear her moan... I love knowing that what I'm doing to her is making her make that noise. I'm so turned on right now and all I want to do is fuck her right here in the kitchen... on this counter top but I know we haven't got the time and when we get going, we can go for ages.
"Brad... baby... I'm cumming baby... don't stop... please don't stop" I also love it when she moans my name
Five minutes later I can feel Jen's muscles tightening around my fingers and her stomach starts to contract. Her legs jolt and she reaches orgasm. I remove my fingers from her womanhood and my hand from her pants and I notice that she did in fact cum... if you know what I mean. We make out for a few more minutes until I step away from her, giving her a wink.
"Wow Brad... I mean now you've turned me on so much and you're going to make me wait until tonight until I get to have all of you?"
"That's right baby... come on we have to get ready"