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Nessa.v lil man already 4 weeks 🥰.
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"Kilo chill out!" Ness giggled as roddy tried to do Aaliyah's hair while kilo jumped all over him.
Your probably confused on how Vanessa and their new baby boy are both alive, right?
the doctors fought. they fought the hardest they could and after hours in the delivery room, Vanessa and the baby came out both healthy and alive.
Vanessa didn't want to give up on him. she wouldn't.
it scared roddy half to death. he knew that if they couldn't save her, he'd be lost.
Vanessa and their kids are his whole world.
without any them, he felt like he would've lost himself.
"There you are" roddy smiled as Ness sat on the chair with their new baby boy in her arms.
"Tru Orion Moore" Vanessa smiled down at him as he giggled touching her hair. "You so cute" she leaned down kissing him on his nose lightly.
"i gotta leave to pick kenny up in like 20 minutes" roddy said. "ight' pretty. you done" Aaliyah giggled running over to the mirror to look at what roddy did with her hair.
Since kenny's now 6, he started kindergarten.
it's been a struggle because he always trails off but they've been practicing.
Aaliyah is turning 3 soon.
their family is growing 😩!
"Hopefully he had a good day" Ness sighed.
"think positive, baby" roddy stood up brushing himself off. "lemme see my lil man" Ness handed Tru over to roddy watching his smile grow wider. "daddy's lil twin. you just light skin like yo sister"
"ion know how we make light ass babies but they so cute" ness chuckled standing up. "i'm gonna start dinner. he's gotta take a nap soon before dinner"
"i know, bae. i ain't a first timer" she rolled her eyes playfully as she walked past him into the kitchen.
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"hey" i smiled feeling arms wrap around my waist. "you smell good" i looked back at roddy.
"that's what a shower supposed to do" i smacked my teeth. "this look good. thank you, Mama" he gave my cheek a few kisses. "i'll go get the kids then we can eat" i nodded feeling his arms unwrap from my waist as i separated the food on 4 plates.
after putting them on the table, i went over getting Tru's milk ready.
i don't breastfeed. i tried with Aaliyah but it made me feel sooo uncomfortable 😭.
"Mama!" I grunted feeling aaliyah hit my leg.
"Aaliyah stop!" i groaned.
"but he chasing me!" she held onto my leg as kenny came down the stairs running towards us with roddy following behind him with Tru in his hands.
"Aaliyah Moore!" i finally snapped making her jump and kenny stop and stare at me.
sighing, i went back to making Tru's bottle feeling my eyes begin to water.
ever since Tru was born, i've been really sensitive.. i have no idea why but it fucking sucks.
i'm also really stressed so that could be the reason too..
"Nessa" roddy grabbed my arm but i shook his hand off. "babe" he sighed.
"j-just go sit down" i waved him off drying my hands.
after we ate, i washed the dishes while roddy put a movie on for the kids. today really wasn't my day ..
"aht" he stopped me from going up the stairs. "we needa' talk" i rolled my eyes pushing past him going up the stairs.
about to shut the door behind me, i was met by roddy right infront of me which wouldn't let me shut it.
"stop following me" i turned back making my way to our bed sitting on it.
"what's up witchu'?" he sighed sitting next to me. "You tired? what's wrong? i wanna help"
"just leave me alone, roddy" i sighed. "please. i just wanna be alone for a little"
"ima be back up, but i'll let you take time for yourself" he stood up. "i love you. let me know if you need anything" he leaned down kissing my cheek before heading out our room and shutting the door behind him.
i just sat there.
staring down at the feet as i played with my hands.
why the fuck do i feel like this.. i'm always so happy to be with roddy..
"roddy!" i yelled feeling guilty that he's down there alone..
soon after, the door opened and he came through it yawning and rubbing his eyes.
"hmm?" i stood up pulling him into a hug catching him by surprise. "baby?" confused, he still hugged me back.
"i'm so stressed, roddy. i'm sorry for giving you a hard time" i cried into his chest lightly. "i love you too"
"you good, ight'? don't cry" he lifted my chin. "Vanessa" he wiped my cheek.
"i'm sorry" i shook my head. "i've just been getting a lot of headaches a-and with Tru only being 4 weeks it-"
"i know, baby" he cut me off. "it ain't your fault. it's okay to be tired" he lifted my chin. "take a nap and i'll get the kids ready for bed, ight? i got you"
"y-your sure?" he nodded.
"i'll be back" he leaned down giving me a kiss before heading back out the room.
i feel like i'm putting so much pressure on him.. like so fucking much.
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"whatttt" i whined as roddy nuzzled his head on my stomach.
"i'm just tryna love on you, fuck?"
"i know, babe but likeeee why you gotta wake me up though"
"cause i wanna talk to you 'bout sum" i furrowed my eyebrows as he laid his head on my titties rubbing on my side. "you been good? like forreal?"
"yea.. just been stressed"
"i just need you to know i'm here, Vanessa. every fucking step. don't ever think you alone in anything, ight'? i got you"
"thank you" i ran my fingers through his hair. "i love you"
"i love you too"