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- Vanessa Valor - - Los Angeles, California -
"i'm sorry" i cried into my hands after handing roddy the positive pregnancy test.
"babe" he sighed rubbing my shoulder. "ain't nun to be sorry about"
"i was supposed to take my birth control and i missed a day! it's my fault" i cried lightly. i felt like shit because we didn't even discuss another pregnancy.
i feel like i'm springing everything on him.
"look at me and stop crying" he said sternly lifting my chin. "i'm happy, ight? i'd be happier if you'd stop crying tho" he wiped under my eyes. "you way too pretty to cry. stop"
"i love you so fucking much, rodrick wayne moore jr" i laid my hand on the side of his neck leaning down laying my forehead against his. "i wish we could just run away. away from everything"
"why you sayin' this?" he furrowed his eyebrows.
"because i just want you. ion wanna stress about having another baby" i sniffled. "i just want you"
"not even aaliyah and kenny?" he chuckled laying his hand on mine as it stayed on the side of his neck.
"you know that's not what i meant" i sighed. "i just wanna get away. from everything for a little while"
"then let's go" he brought my hand up to his mouth kissing over my ring. "let's go"
"where"
"anywhere. you name it" he intertwined our fingers. "just us? or the kids too"
"just us" i sighed. "i wanna take a vacation. i wanna be with you" he smiled lightly.
"how 'bout barbados? i know some people out there" i smiled.
"you sure?" he stood up.
"go get your stuff packed, mama" he leaned down pecking my lips before walking out the bathroom.
i don't know how to feel..
about the baby.. or about our situation in general.
