A Night With You
Chapter 33
"Babe this a misunderstanding babe!" Louise said. I rolled my eyes and I ignored him. Mabilis akong tumalikod at aalis na sana ng hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.
Is this deja vu???
Biglang tumulo ang mata ko ng naalala ko ang panahon na our relationship ends.
"Let go of my hand. I'm sick of everything! I'm sick of you, Havier" I said.
"Babe" Matigas na ngayon ang boses niya dahilan na napa ayos ako ng tayo dahil sa kaba. He pulled me and he wrapped his arms on my waist dahilan na tumibok ang puso ko ng sobrang lakas. He gently brushed my cheeks to my lips with his hands.
What is he doing? That's not written in the script! He just need to touch my cheek not my lips!!
Linapit niya ang ulo niya sa tenga ko.
"You're sick of me? Really? But now you're already trembling because of me by just touching you?" He asked, mas lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko napalunok ako at hindi ko na makontrol ang pag hinga ko. He slowly leaned his face near mine.
Is he going to kiss me? Is he? I quickly closed my eyes. And I felt his breath on my lips. I licked my lower lip. Tumitibok parin ng mabilis ang puso ko.
Bigla ko naalala ang pag hawak, pag halik, at ang pag tingin niya sakin noon. Parang biglang may tumusok sa puso ko.
"Cut! OMG Maureen! Louise! You're chemistry is so perfect!" Sigaw ni direk dahilan na napadilat ako at pag dilat ko ay nasa malayo na si Louise. Nanlumo ako. I smiled at them.
"Thankyou direk" mabilis akong umalis at uupo na sana ng hinila ako ni Louise. Linapit niya ang labi niya sa tenga ko.
"Do you really act like this? Do you kiss other actors too? Do you blush like this with other actors too, huh?" Bulong ni Louise sakin. Natigilan ako.
No, I'm not usually like this. I'm like this because of you!
I look at him and smiled.
"It's none of your business" Matigas kong sabi habang nakangiti ng matamis.
Hinawakan ko ang kamay niyang hawak ang kabilang kamay ko. Mabilis ko tinanggal ang kamay kong hinahawakan niya. Mabilis akong ngumiti at umalis sakaniya.
"Omg It's good that I chose you Maureen! Thankyou so much for accepting the offer!" The direk smiled at me.
"It's my pleasure direk" I smiled back. Mabilis na lumapit si Lance sakin at inakbayan ako. Ramdam ko naman ang titig ni Louise saamin.
"You're so good! No wonder you're my cousin" Tawang sabi ni Lance.
"Ako paba?" I laughed. Ngumiwi lang siya.
"So what do you think of that actor huh? He's handsome! Maybe you'll fall for him afterwards" Lance said sabay taas ng kilay at ngiti.
Nahulog na'ko noon pa sakaniya. Akin din siya noon. Oh, sandali. Mali ata.
Pagmamay ari niya ako pero hindi ako sigurado kung pag mamay ari ko siya noon.
Maybe he's just faking his feelings noon dahil he's getting married with a person at isa lang ang babae niya mula bata sita at dahilan baka gusto niya makatikim ng iba.
Wait! Fiancee! Is he now married? I forgot asking them! I forgot about this matter!
I licked my lip, at lumapit ako ng konti kay Lance. Smiling awkwardly.
"Wait! Is he married? I heard he was engaged" bulong ko kay Lance. Kumunot ang noo niya.
"Um. I heard he had a fiancee a long time ago when he was in college. But I guess they didn't work out. That's what I heard from the others" he answered. I slowly nodded. Ginata niya ako habang nakanguso ng konti ang labi.
"Why are you asking this question? Are you interested?" Lance asked. Nanlaki ang mata ko at lumayo ng konti.
"No! No! No way!" Tanggi ko sabay atras habang tumatawa pa ng pilit. Ngumuso lang habang tumatango si Lance.
"Okay. Sabi mo eh"
Ngumuso ako at umalis na doon habang naka iling iling pa.
"Cheers!" Sigaw ni Direk. Tumawa kaming lahat.
"Hindi tayo pwede dumami ng inom direk! Artista mga kasama mo tas may trabaho pa yung iba bukas direk!"
"Ay oo! Sorry for troubling you!" Sabi ni Direk. Tumawa kami.
"No direk. We wanted to do this too. We need to have fun sometimes" I said habang nakangiti.
"You're right Maureen! You're boyfriend's lucky! You're beautiful in and out!" Sabi mi Direk. I just smiled awkwardly.
Yeah right. Louise you're so lucky to have me. Pero putangina mo!
"Yeah right. May boyfriend kaba Maureen? Is it Lance or Luigi?" One employee asked. Natawa naman ako at si Lance. Naibulukan panga si Lance sa iniinom niyang tubig.
"Um sorry, but she's not allowed to answer any of that po" Raiza said. I just chuckled.
"Don't worry, Raiza." Sabi ko habang nakangiti kay Raiza.
Tumingin ako sa nagtanong at tumawa.
"It's a secret" I smiled teasingly.
"Oh so it's either one" another actress asked.
"Just kidding. Actually, none of the above. I'm single. Inuuna ko po kasi yung trabaho as of now" sabi ko sabay ngiti.
I looked at Louise in my pheripheral vision at nakangiti na siya ngayon. What is he smiling at? Baliw.
"Baka kayo talaga ni Luigi. Ayaw mo lang sabihin Maureen dahil mahirap pa naman kapag malaman ng lahat" natatawang sabi ng isa pa naming staff. I just laughed at hindi na sinagot pa.
Hahaba lang yung usapan pag sasagot pako. Kung ayaw nilang maniwala edi wag. Pinahihirapan niyo lang ako.
People believe what they want to believe. So let them. It's not my choice, and anyways I don't care.
"You're right. Gugulo kapag malaman ng lahat. So I did what is right" bulong ng isa ko pang kasama sa gilid pero rinig ko dahil katabi ko siya.
Hinayaan ko lang siya. Umuupo ako at umiinom ng may naramdaman akong may pumalibot sa aking paa. Napatingin ako kay Louise na nasa harap ko habang may hinahawakang beer sa kamay at nakangiti saakin.
I glared at him at linayo ko sakanya ang paa ko. What is he doing?
"I need to go to the cr" I said and smiled. Umalis ako at tumayo.
Papasok palang ako sa cr ay may tumulak ma saakin papasok. Kumunot ang noo ko sa inis. Papagalitan ko na sana ng bigla niya naman ako hinila dahilan na tumama ang likod ko sa malamig na pinto ng cr.
Kumunot ang noo kk ng nakita ko si Louise ma nakangiti at nakahawak sa aking magkabilang braso.
"What do you think are you doing?" I asked him habang pumipiglas
"You're single? I knew it" he said while smiling.
"Why do you care. And did you know you're in the girls cr? Can you fucking get out. " I said habang tinutulak siya.
"Babe please come back. I miss you" he said, he leaned his forehead on my shoulder dahilan na natigilan ako. Narinig ko ang pag hikbi niya.
"Babe I miss you. I wanna hug you. Touch you. Talk to you. Kiss you. And hold you. Please come back babe." He said. I sighed.
"How many time do I need to tell you. That I don't love you anymore. So stop" I said at tinulak na siya ng tuluyan. Mabilis naman siyang nakalayo at lalabas na sana ako ng bigla niyang pinigilan ang pintuan at tinulak ito upang masarado iyon.
I sighed and I turned around to face him. I'm trapped in both of his hands.
"I won't stop. Because I know you love me too" he said and smirked. He cupped my face at mabilis niyang hinalikan ako.
Pumipiglas ako but then I easily gave in. He's breath his kiss his warmth. I miss this. I fucking miss all of this.
And out of my mind I kissed him back. I cupped his face too. Pero bigla niya din linayo ang mukha niya. He smirked.
"You still love me. And you just proved it to me now. I'm pursuing you. So stop denying your feelings and comeback to me babe" he said at mabilis niya akong iniwan nakatunganga sa loob ng cr.
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