Sid POV
I want to kill someone to let out my frustration.
Freaking one week is completed that I had seen my love. Now I'm regretting every single minute when I decided to play basketball and agreed to be a captain.
Every year our college celebrates or do technical and non-technical fest.
In month of October or November will be having technical fest means before first semester and non technical fest in February or March means before second semester of the year.
To good or bad luck, sports fest is added to technical fest which is after two months and our college is popular in basketball and football. Frustratingly me and vivek are captain of basketball and football.
I'm stuck with process in selecting team members and schedules. First vivek means foot ball so I only took anu to everywhere and handle her where bhai is busy and going out of country so he became too busy but he is there whenever we need him.
Anu is angry on me as I didn't meet her in college from past two days. Yes college had started for freshers anu want to meet her friend means my love but here ohh god I just want to kill myself.
I'm even tensed about anu behaviour not only me everyone in family.
I took her to shopping everywhere where she wants to go as usual few days back she went to meet her friends.
One day anu and siya went to someone home to meet and join in their get together. I don't know what happen seeing someone siya got disturbed alot amd later in mall also I observed that. Dam I want to know the reason for her sadness and pain and I want to heal her. But how to know is big question for me.
Will siya love me at least will she like me.??
Will she share her pain??
Can I heal her?? I want to heal her and shower her with so much love.
Will she trust me..??
I don't know whats wrong with me but I'm feeling insecure suddenly and added to that anu behaviour and her questions makes everything shut down completely.
We always protect anu like a doll. We raised her carefully as we scared what if someone hurt her. It's not like someone will hurt her we want her to be secure.
The world became so cruel and we don't want anything that will hurt her may be we won't be this much possessive over her but what happened in her life make us to do everything like this.
As I'm working on my mini project theme and about company which vivek and me want to built. So like that I got a call and went aside to talk I don't know what happened in this few minutes at mall of get together that anu and siya came out that when I'm back as I got call from anu to come to parking slot and saw that siya is going out and Anu is waiting near car. Anu face has pain hurt betrayal insecure I felt every emotion. She became so silent suddenly even I talk she is just nodding her head or giving one word answers now I'm scared like hell.
We went to home and bhaiya is waiting for us specially for anu. As he is busy now a days he didn't get time to spend with us so now he is early. Seeing anu like that he looked at me asking what happen but I shrugged my shoulders as I don't know the reason.
"Chotteyy my little sis, what happen baby why are you dull" bhai asked
"Did anyone said anything or did anything" bhaiya again asked after few minutes as she didn't said anything
Nothing bhai I'm good saying anu left the place.
Bhai looked at me and I said everything what happened today. Bhai also didn't understand what happen. We both went to my room.
That's when vivek messaged me to have some time as today is last day for sports and after two weeks will be back to sports and normal life.
Seeing the message I called vivek to come may be he can specify anu. But I didn't said anything about anu behaviour.
It's already dinner time, bhai and me were in my room and waiting for vivek we lost our appetite seeing our little princess like that. But anu barked into my room and hugged me tightly.
Bhai stood beside me and caressing her to make her calm. I'm literally in shock as I didn't understand what happened. Because when I went to her room in evening she is talking with siya so I gave some space thinking anu will be ok but now her reaction scared me like hell.
"What happened chotteyy did anyone said anything" bhai asked finally and tapped on my shoulder saying to come out of shock but what she said make us froze in our place.
"Is girl is a toy" anu asked
With her question I snapped my head up where vivek and my parents are looking at us and aahil bhai face became void as he stopped caressing her hair.
Anu raised her head and looked at me her eyes are red her lips are shivering her mind is fighting to give rest and she turned around in my arms hold aahil bhai hands and asked
"Bhaiya you are elder for all of us. You know everything na. Say me bhai
Is girl is a toy bhaiya that every one play with girl emotions and feelings"
We don't know what happened but what she asked shook us to the core.
"Why people or society treat her like a slave may be like something horrible??
Why people force on girl as they own her??
Is every girl in this world is treated like that or only some??
If I'm alone will people treat me like shit like all??
Why people won't respect girl??
Why people won't remember their family mom sister when they push themselves on girl and punish??
Is really girl is a toy bhaiya as no one in the world look or respect her not atleast like a human being??
Is she is a toy that people play with emotions and feelings crushing all the respect love everything??
Is girl is a toy that people won't care about reason of wounds or they can't see their pain or people think that it won't hurt thinking as girl is a toy??
Why people say bend your head and walk infront of men as she committed sin??
Is being a girl is sin??
Is being a girl is disrespect to family??
Is girl is a toy??" Anu asked
I can see my parents pale face vivek stood like a statue staring at nothing like he is digesting the words what anu asked.
Bhai and me were freeze at our place thinking about the reason what make her to think like that but soon dad recovered from shock and came inside.
Little Princess come here saying dad make her sit on bed where dad sat infront of her holding her hands and said
"I don't know what happened to you that you asked these questions not I'm not going to ask you what happened because I trust you more than me. I know you won't hide anything with us.
But Let me say you something princess girl is not a toy. But she is a goddesses. You know why because she bares so many things and gives only happiness even it pains.
She is doctor she heals the pain of people.
She is a lawyer she guides the people.
She is a teacher where she says difference between good and bad.
That doesn't mean they study all these but by birth they have this as a talent.
Girl will not do all this with a name girl but she replace her name as mother, sister, wife, friend like you find the way you see.
Shal I say you the secret she is even a police too where she can save herself and save others too.
But it only depends on the way you think. If you think you are brave you can handle you can save yourself then you don't need anyone in life but you know why we heard so many things about girls.
Not because girls are toy but because they are scared to save themselves there may be so many reasons but remember one thing in your life princess when you can't stand for yourself you can't achieve anything or anyone. When you can't stand on your own then how can you ask someone for help?? How can you blame someone for your misery??
Never think about the output and start your life because it's a magic of colours that the way you accept it, it shower with the colours called life.
But remember one thing even black is also known as a colour."
"Are you going to come with me or not" anu barked into my room breaking my thoughts.
"Chotteyy"
"If you are trying to say some excuse today also remember then I will bring another brother who will be with me and aahil bhai and you can do whatever you want. I won't ask you again" anu said glaring at me
"Nice idea princess I will talk with dad about this" aahil bhai said don't know when he came
"Bhai, you also it just five days I didn't get too much time" sid winced
"Not much actually you didn't get time and only five days. Chalo bhai will go and talk with dad exchange sid bhai" anu said and hold aahil bhai hands dragging him out
I sat sadly looking down and I know it will work with anu because we will fight like this only.
Anu came and stand infront of him " you became too busy and didn't met my friend from last two days and today also you are giving excuses" anu complained"
"Sorry little princess today its your day you say and I will listen and do whatever you say. Ok now smile and come" I said
"Seriously yeyyy" anu did happy dance. Aahil bhai smiled looking at us.
It's been weeks that incident happened and slowly anu changed and came to normal and she even said what happened at mall and all with me and aahil bhai.
Now we are in car going to college as today is interaction day everyone in the college is super excited other than freshers like it giving permission to rag.
Day started and we went to meet juniors in big seminar hall where they are waiting for us. When we entered the doors are locked making juniors scared.
As I'm searching for my soul but Tarun my friend and classmate dragged me and vivek to one place.
We are not much interested in ragging so we are just talking with juniors who come to us.
As time going on I engrossed talking with Tarun and his love Tanvi when we all engrossed in vivek called me from back I turned around what happened as he stands beside anu and saying something but I didn't get it.
I felt like someone is standing at my back I turned around and saw my love my love in all glory with red dress.
I forgot to breath seeing her like this that to so near to me. I came into my sense when tarun placed his hand on me. I inhaled her sandalwood smell its just calm me.
But she is hell nervous where her hands are fidgeting with eachother. Her lips are quivering. She inhaled my scent I can see the effect of me. Her cheeks turned light red colour as she inhaled my scent. A unknown smile appeared on lips.
She is not looking me but calming herself. I can listen her heartbeat. She closed her eyes inhaling me again.
She started to sing her voice is heaven to ears but I can feel the pain of her heart in those lines and she is carving for some love who can mend her heart her life with love and happiness.
I can feel her shattered form and the pain she is baring. When she is singing I can feel her expressions changing everywhere and whatever she is singing.
But trust me trust me
That I don't want you as a person
But as a life for my soul
A reason to smile
Where you filled my heart with love
I promise
I will never leave you alone
Because I know the fear of one
I promise
It gone be you and me forever
With the promise of togetherness
In embrace of love
Forever and ever..
But these lines that when she said the word trust I couldn't stop my myself and said
"I love you" I said with all heart and with a promise to not leave her side and to heal her and mend her heart and soul with love.
Listening to my words her lips broke into beautiful smile and opened her tightly closed eyes saying how long she waited to listen these words and looked at me.
She gave me heart melting smile and everyone hooted and shouted. I never said to anyone and directly rejected everyone so it's something new to everyone as someone are still in shock.
But soon her smile changed into panic as realisation hit her.
"Woohhh sirr Sheee.." she said with trembling voice but still I can feel her happiness which is showing in her eyes.
I know someone asked to do as I'm also habituated to listen I love you but she is different and I'm glad to that person who asked to say or rag her.
"Shh calm down I know it's ragging" I said to her breaking my heart into many pieces.
Her smile broke into pieces but soon covered with smile means she had a effect of me.
Yeyyyyyy i did a happy dance in heart.
Youuuu someone shouted from back.
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