I don't have my own mind.
I don't have my own heart.
I don't do decisions.
I don't saying 'no'.
I don't have the rights to tell my opinion.
They command me what to do.
They command me what should I choose.
When they say 'you should follow him..' I'll follow him.
When they say 'you should choose this one' I will choose that.
I don't have the right to tell them 'I want this one.'
I'm their robot.
They are my remote control.
I am the robot.
They are the on and off buttons.
I am a robot, made to follow their commands.
I am a robot, made to choose they want.
I am a robot.
For them.
Yes, I am a robot for them and not for myself.
I have my own mind but I don't use them because they are controlling me.
I have my own heart but I don't use them because they are always saying that I should follow them.
I have my own decisions but their decisions matters.
I say no but they hurting me, physically and emotionally, so I will say yes even I don't want to.
Yes, I am a robot.
Not literally.
Because the truth is 'I. Am. Not. A. Robot.'
I am person who have my own mind, heart, decisions in my life.
This is my life, not yours.
This is my life, not for my family.
But in my life, my decisions doesn't matter because I should follow them.
It feels like I'm their robot.
I am a robot.
A robot that have my own mind, heart, but don't have the right to decide for my own.
Yes, I am a robot.