Jimin's pov.
I've been him visiting him since a week. I silently go ask for him from doctor. The time limit they gave was over and he was in coma. You'll never know how much I cried when I heard about.
I couldn't get the courage to go and see him in such a heart wrenching state. I was dying to him just once but he was always surrounded by his family or sometimes...... Taehyung.
To my luck, today was no one around and I gathered strength to see him. I slowly made my way to his room. Opening it and checking if someone was there. But luckily he was alone.
My body shivered as soon as my gaze shifted to him. He looked pale.. and lifeless. Tear immediately surrounded my eyes as I came more closer to him. I only could feel something was his chest moving up and down as he breathed.
Sitting on the chair beside him, I slowly examined his breath taking features. He was still the same, the handsome man that I left a couple of days back.
" Please wake up, Kookie," I whispered, my lips trembling as I slowly held his hand.... he didn't move.
" You are strong, please don't do this to us," I sobbed, putting my head on his hand, " your family needs you.. Mr. Jeon, your mom and Dahyun.... Please wake up for them.. and I need you too," my tears wetting his lifeless hand.
Yes, I needed him, I need him in a way to survive. Even if he won't be with, but my heart will simply be at peace, knowing that he is doing fine and ... happy. He has to wake up for this. He has to wake up for making me live peacefully.. with or without him.
After spending time with him and talking to him, even if he wasn't responding, my heart felt a little bit relieved and I made my way back out side his room as I was worried if someone will see me hear, especially Taehyung... I didn't was to face him.
Holding grudges is not my thing, but being betrayed by one's own brother was eating me alive. So I was still not in the condition to see his face.
I still didn't forgive Jungkook but I also can't see him in the pain and same goes with Taehyung. I want to see them both happy and healthy but I don't want to be a part of their lives.
After Biding him goodbye and wishing him health, I slowly made my way downstairs to the exit.
" Jimin," I stopped in my track as someone called from behind, making my eyes go wide. It was Mr. Jeon. " Can we please talk."
He asked and I couldn't deny because this Jeon family holds a special place in my heart. Specially Mr. Jeon. Me made our way to hospital's cafeteria and took our seat around and empty table. It was already midnight so there were less people around.
" I know it's not the right time to ask but..." He started, looking at me as I was fidgeting with the hem of my jacket, my face giving clear him of nervousness, " where were you?" His voice sadness.
" Mr. Jeon.. I.." I stuttered as I didn't know what to say to him as it clearly wasn't the right time to bring the issue of divorce.
" Jungkook's accident has broke me but you know what hurt me more?" He asked, voice low, making me look at him. " You,... when you sent him divorce. I was shocked, not only shocked I was hurt. I knew you were having a hard time adjusting with Jungkook but I never knew you'll give up that early,"
~ having hard time adjusting with him wasn't the only reason Mr. Jeon.
I would have told him that but only if the situation was right. But didn't want to drop another bomb on him as he was already suffering alot. Seeing your kid dying is never easy.
" I don't what happened. You both happily went to Jeju and you never came back., We all kept asking Jungkook but he kept ignoring us and our questions." He exclaimed, his expressions pained making me more and more guilty. " Instead you sent the divorce papers," my dropped, knowing that he already knows.
" Did he.. did he signed those papers?" I asked out of curiosity as he was reading my expressions.
I don't know why but a part of was dying to know that he didn't sign those papers.
" He never got a chance to do so,"
Oh. *sighs in relief*
" Nor I think he was going to do so," he stated as I looked at him with confused eyes. What did he mean by he wasn't going to sign papers?
" What... What do you mean?" I managed to ask, my eyes curious.
" The he went back from Jeju, he wasn't himself. He wasn't mostly home as if he was trying to avoid all of him. And when he saw the divorce papers, I could practically see him breaking down, he threw the papers in air left the house and only after fifteen minutes, we got the news of his accident," he explained, my heart was limping.
Didn't he want divorce too?
" I have seen him being happy and cheerful with you. I have never seen him bickering with anyone else other than us but I have seen a spark in his eyes when he teased you. This was the only reason I was asking you to stay with him and have patience, everything is going to be okay. And when you left... he lost his old self. The happy self." He whispered the last part.
" I don't think he was happy with me Mr. Jeon. May be.. his happiness belongs to someone," I mumbled trying to convince him that we were meant to be. It is Taehyung.
"No, that's not true. Even if you say that thing thousands time, I won't accept. You haven't seen him falling apart, but I have. And I can tell with all my wisdom, it all meant for you."
Was he for real?
" I think it would be better if... If you ask him all these things when he'll wake up," I said, my low as I was having a hard time denying him.
" Can you stay with him, with us.. until he wakes up?" He asked out of the blue making my mouth drop to the ground, " he'll answer all of these questions, but please stay with us till then. He needs you," he pleaded. " I don't know how much it is going to take but I have faith in God that he'll wake up soon. He is a fighter,"
" I... I don't know if it is the right thing to do... He might not want to see my face when he he'll wake up," I mumbled, my heart wanted to stay but my mind was against it.
" He'll surely love to see you, when he'll wake up," he insisted, making me question myself again and again. " And I can bet......" He was on the half way of his sentence when he his phone suddenly rang.
" Excuse me," he said, his expressions worried as I nodded. He went in the other corner to answer the phone and I could see his expressions drastically falling, making me more and more worried.
I left my seat and went to him, his back facing me. I tapped his shoulders making him turn.... He was... crying. My heart was ready explode any minute as I wished it wasn't the thing I was thinking about.
" He... he woke up. But.. but.." he stuttered.
"BUT WHAT?" I shouted as my palms were sweating and legs shivering.
"His heart isn't responding,"
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