[DAHYUN POV]
I don't know what to do with yeji...
I can't tell this to them either, I know they have their own problems to deal with.
I'm sorry i'm keeping this to myself squad.
[her squad members are Tzuyu, Chaeyoung, Rosé, and Lisa]
My phone buzz.
I wish it's not our GC, I'm not mentally ok right now... I can't talk to them the way I talk commonly.
I checked my phone.
It was Sana! I quickly replied, she hates being snobed.
I just can't be mad at her, am i scared?.
Well i'm fucked up.
Aishhh what the in the world, I just can't stop saying curses.
I would like too, but i can't disobey my parents... I'm afraid.
I'm not in the mood, I ditched Sana on chat and left it muted.
I don't know, I just want to be in a peaceful place, I don't know what's happening to me.
Yeah because i don't know anything...
No...
It's like i want to let out my feelings, the hysteria, hatred, fury, agony, and my suffering just want to get out on my comfort zone...
I suddenly remembered what Rosé told me, 'Stop bottling your emotions and problems" .
I want to get angry... I want to yell at them, I wanna cry out loud without anybody noticing.
"fuck problems" I fumed.
I went to my window,was about to scream but when i saw a frame with our family picture...
I sat down hugging myself quietly crying...
I can't i've been always afraid.
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i'm sad :/
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