Sleepless nights and restless days,
My mind seems to consume me everyday.
Evil thoughts echoing the inner me,
And past is hunting in me desperately.
I seek for something to win this battle,
But it looks like I'm spinning a bottle—
It keeps turning at the same corner,
Like a cryptics that are remain unanswer.
I'm clueless and struggled on how to handle,
Frantic from these things, as though as riddle.
Please flee! Something isn't right is happening,
How could I fix this if I'm slowly drowning?
There was this voice I heard,
"You let the enemy pushed you away."
Now I realized, someone fights relentlessly,
Against His good plans that He set for me.
I was deceived for he blinds me to see the truth,
Know your enemy, this I advice to the youth.
I'm enlightened my mind seemed to be brightened,
The good things that I didn't see—it's now lightened.
I'm back to my senses, my eyes is now clear,
I am not far from Him, coz now I'm near.
Battle in my mind is not end yet,
Still working on it—step I won't regret.
I know one day it will run in to me again,
But this time, I won't let this enemy consume me till the end.
-dj