Have you ever thought of your crush so hard that you always think about them and how their going to react when you ask them out.
Then you get these thoughts that they will say no, hate you, never talk to you again and don't wanna be your friend
So now after you just cry for hours thinking about it and your scared to tell them, then you make up more sad thoughts and you start panicking which makes your chest hurt and you feel like you can't breath so you try to listen to music
But when you accidentally put on songs (that are your fav) that talks about crushes and how they love that one person but is too scared to ask them out
So now your just crying hoping your family doesn't walk in the living room and seeing you
Then if they ask what's wrong your going to breakdown even more and they might think your crazy so you have to lie to them and say
"I cry for no reason, I can cry on command lol"
Then when they leave you think about you crush as the song "prom dress" comes on and you don't know what to do so you try to relax but nobody's online on your social media
And you start panicking even more because u basically have nobody to talk too.
Am I the only one that experience this...?
My chest is really hurting now
It's 10:11am
I'm such a crybaby
I'm sorry for this long rant it's stupid
Sorry for saying "sorry"
Oh I did it again
I'll just shut up now, I just need to get my life together
Should I take some time off, I think I should idk
I'm still typing aren't I,I'm sorry
I'll shut up