It was precisely 1hour and 56 minutes since Christopher and I last spoke. I had started watching some episodes of the first movie that popped up on Netflix and I'm obsessed already it was All Ameticans
The only way I got to watch movies back 'home' was when I downloaded them using the UC browser app. I had this phone to that Ian bought me for my 16th birthday
I miss Ian so much and I just hope that he reported me missing to the cops or someone. Speaking of that where the hell did Mr.Cartel hear that he is my boyfriend like he everything to me but my boyfriend.The thought was so funny.
I hear these moaning and grunting sounds so you know me with my inquisitive self had to go check it out, the closer I got the more they were, I sneakily pushed myself through the door my footsteps light
The next thing I saw made me want to puke so bad, he had this girl thrown on his desk thrusting into her and kissing down her neck while she tugged at his curly black hair screaming his name
That brought back childhood memories, childhood memories of my mom. I don't know how but this is why I don't watch porn, it just always come back like a flood
The moment he and I eyes made contact I ran out the room and went straight for the bathroom and there I puke the contents of my stomach out
I felt sick my dad's eyes the night he died it came back to me and all what I had been feeling for days, all the tears I held back when being tortured I let them all fall out. I curl up into a ball at the door my back leaning onto it
It took about five minutes for me to gather myself my eyes were puffy and red by then
I don't know what my idiotic mind was thinking but I walked back out there and she was picking up her clothes and he wasn't there. Her head looked like she got ran over by a trailer her makeup that was too much was now ruined and she glared at me with so much anger yelling "You—you've ruined everything"
"Hunny calm down" I took some time to look at her she was about 25 or maybe younger, she has straight blonde hair with blue eyes
"Don't call me your hunny bitch" When she said that I don't know what came over me but I just felt a rush of adrenaline in my body and in n about two second I had her pinned to the ground beating the shit out of her
I had no reason to beat her except the fact that she called me a bitch but like I said the only way to calm my demons is to go the gym or start a fight
"What the hell!" I hear Christopher yell barging into the room
"Let me go! let's go! let me go!"I scream continuously as he pulls me off her flailing everywhere
"Calm down just calm down take deep breaths" He says tuning me around "Inhale, exhale" I did this a few times and I was calm
"She's crazy" Says the slut as she gets up and then realized she worked here, she now had a busted mouth and bruises all over her face
"Just get the fuck out whatever your name is" Christopher yells and she runs out just like that
"Once again I was crying and yo make things worst I was crying in front of someone. This was something I wasn't used to doing
"You know what enjoy the view cause you'll never see me cry again" I chuckle causing his eyes to widen
"You're crazy" He chuckles
"Can't say I didn't try to warn you"
"But that wasn't just anything, what is wrong with you? You cant just beat the shit out of other people because I sleep with them and you wouldn't even have the strength to beat some many women "
"That isn't why I beat her, you just won't understand and besides she called me a bitch that is reason enough" I chuckle at the last part gaining a little from him
"Trust me I'll understand" He tryst to comprehend
"That's the problem I dont trust you so I cant tell you and just keep in mind that this isn't about you so dont let your ego get too high" He gets up handing me his handcurchive "Oh and your sources aren't correct Ian is not my boyfriend and he never has been"
"Oh so then what is he then?"
"Let's just say he is all I have left"
"What about your mom?"
"Like I said you just won't understand" I shrug
He leaves me and I just felt like giving a little trouble so I went to the bathroom and splashed some water on my face and snuck out of the office which he specifically told me not to leave
I walked out and went the opposite direction of the elevator. It was awfully quiet for a hotel but maybe the top floor was for him and him only
I open the door to the balcony it towered most of the city I could even see Eiffel Tower from here and the city was one of the most beautiful things that I have ever seen, one of the most beautiful things God with the help of mankind could have ever created
I wasn't srared if heights and in this case that was a good thing because if I were my heart would've been in my mouth right now, you could see the many fountains and the pools, persons look so small from up here
"It's beautiful isn't it" I was startled by his voice but I totally agreed with him
"I'm hungry" I grumble
"I have been waiting to hear that all day, what would you like"
"Surprise me"
"Meet me back at the lounging room in ten" he snaps his fingers as if to gather my attention
I ate whatever it is the hell hell got me not caring if he drugged it or not I was that hungry. U was determine that I was not going to sleep in th he same bed as Cartel, not that I was planning to sleep at all. If I sleep I have nightmares and I don't want anyone to else to find out about them
So I watch and watched All Americans until my eyes burned, he asked if I wasn't going to sleep about two hours ago and when in said no he said suit yourself closing all the doors so I couldn't leave
I tried to fight sleep but it was hard to do especially with such comfortable couches, my fight was over and sleep overtook
"No-no-no-no-no please dad please have mercy on me"
"Kenese"
"Kenese "
"Kenese what the fuck wake up"
"What do you want Cartel?" I grumble out
"What do I want?" He asks rhetorically "You and the one screaming in your sleep and sweating like you just ran a marathon
"Chill I just had a dream and that's all" I shrugged keeping my eyes closed
"You don't even seem to care, you behave as if it is normal for you to have nightmares" He shouts
"It is normal for me and I dont know how to stop them and I'm sorry for waking you and I'm sorry for saying that I'm sorry right now, so can I go back to sleep now?" I finally opened my eyes
The moment my eyes opened they stuck to his body he has eight packs and will defined muscle it's like God spent extra time carving out his body to perfection . I like the view.
"Take a picture It'll last longer"He smirks "You are the most complicated person I have ever met"
"Thank you" I say dramatically holding my chest
"Get some sleep" he says turning around while my eyes glue on his ass
"You have a nice ass" I joke
"Oh thank you" He mimics my my dramaticalmovements from earlier and I did something that I didn't realise I was doing I smiled he made me smile
I just turned on the television once again since I was precise I wasn't going to sleep fall asleep again
I was at season two now and think I'm in love with Jordan Baker, he's just the whole package.
Who would have thought that being kidnapped and bought could be so good, look at me I am watching All Americans on the biggest television I have ever seen in France, I am in the the largest hotel owned by tripple C. Who knows why it's called tripppe C. I have a whole closet of clothes that Cartel showed em earlier.
If only Ian could see me now
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