- Vanessa Valor -
- Compton, California -
"good morning" i giggled as roddy nuzzled his head on my titties. "why don't you lay anywhere else"
"because yo titties comfortable" he said as i ran my fingers through his hair.
"you like that?" i laughed as i heard light moans from him as i scratched his head softly. "i gotta get up soon. i have work"
"no" he snuggled onto me more. "call in sick. you go back to school tonight i wanna spend time with you" he said propping his head up on his chin looking up at me.
"i know baby but i needa make money" i explained.
it's been about 4 weeks since i had an abortion and roddy still hasn't found out. i'm glad pop didn't tell him even though we don't know eachother.
it kills me everyday to look at roddy knowing that i'm lying to him but fuck i'm supposed to say? he'll hate me.
he's all i have. i can't lose him.
"whatchu thinkin about?" he sat up sliding off of me.
"about us" i sat up too. "more of me" i sighed playing with my fingers.
"what's wrong?" he furrowed his eyebrows lifting my chin.
i feel like complete shit right now.
"i feel like i failed you" i felt a tear slip down my cheek.
"how?" he grabbed my hand.
"i just do roddy" i knew for a fact i couldn't tell roddy why i was upset.. but i needed to get my emotions out.
badly.
"come here stop allat" he pulled me into a hug as he rubbed my back.
"roddy promise me something" i looked up. "no matter what happens.. you'll never leave me"
"why you sayin shit like this?" he wiped my tear stained cheeks. "i ain't gon put you out"
"what if i fucked up and you hated me for it" i sniffled.
"i still wouldn't put you out. i ain't gon make you live on the streets for a dumb mistake"
"promise?" he sighed.
"you know how much i love you right?" i giggled a little. "stop worrying about shit that won't happen"
if only he knew ..
after all of that, i took a shower and got ready for work. well.. i wouldn't call it a job honestly.. i watch dogs. that's it.
but i get paid sooo 🤑!
"you look too good" roddy said pulling me to him. "you gon be home before 5?" he asked kissing on my neck.
"i should be" i giggled pushing his head lightly. "stoppp" i whined.
"i just wanna put it down for you" he said kissing me. "just a quickie" he mumbled into the kiss bring his hands into my shirt.
"no!" i laughed pushing him off. "i just took a shower"
"i know but you makin him jump" he said as the bulge in his pants grew.
"too bad" i shrugged. "i gotta go okay?" i kissed him. "don't be like that" i frowned noticing he wasn't kissing me back.
"fine" he grabbed me by my neck crashing his lips back into mine as he began to tongue me down almost immediately.
"okay!" i laughed pulling away. "horny ass. go take care of that"
- Later that night -
"jesus!" i jumped as i felt hands on me but quickly realized it could only be roddy.
"i missed you" he said hugging me from behind. "you still lookin fine"
"bae i'm tryna get sum to drink and then go to sleep" i whined pouring a glass of water.
"youn even gotta do anything. just let me pleasure you"
"roddy baby please just let up" i sighed. "my back is killing me and i honestly just wanna lay down and go to sleep. i'm sorry" i turned to him.
"yo back hurt?" i nodded. "come here" he grabbed my hand pulling me up the stairs with kilo following right behind us. once we got into his room he sat me on the bed.
"roddy.." i sighed seeing a bottle of sweet almond oil.
"lay on your stomach" i groaned before doing as he said getting comfortable. i felt the bed dip feeling him sit on my butt.
i bit my lip as he began to massage my back making me feel a little bit better but also still feeling like shit.
"fuck" i moaned lightly as he massaged over a tense ass spot.
"how did dog sitting go?" he asked.
"fine.. the dog was really cute but i just felt like shit all day" i sighed as i heard a phone going off.
"i'll get it for you" he said grabbing my phone. i was enjoying the massage way to much to even listen to what he said.
suddenly, he stopped. i thought it was for something but no. he didn't get back at it.
"bae?" i turned over seeing his face in disgust making me nervous. "roddy" i sat up straight.
"you were pregnant?" my heart dropped.
"baby.." i sighed.
"you were fucking pregnant and you didn't tell me!" he stood up. "really, Vanessa?!".
"roddy please just hear me out!" i pleaded.
"What's there to hear? that you got an abortion without even ASKING me?!" he yelled. "who the fuck does that!"
"i didn't ask because i knew you'd act like this! roddy it's MY body!"
"YEA AND ITS OUR CHILD" i jumped at his very raised and anger in his voice. "You KNEW what happened last time. you KNEW i wanted to be a father, Vanessa!"
"and YOU knew that i wanted to finish school!" i cried. "roddy this can't be one sided!"
"really? because that's OBVIOUSLY isn't what you were thinking when you got rid of OUR baby" he said making my heart ache. "i would've been a great fucking father to our baby"
"i know you would've" i wiped my eyes. "and we'll get there baby but i was scared and i didn't want one" i sighed.
"no. we won't fucking get there, Vanessa" he grabbed his keys.
"w-what?"
"if you came to me and told me what's up when it happened.. then maybe i wouldn't be walking out. but you decided to lie and kill our baby without me knowing, Vanessa" he shook his head. "i ain't gon make you move out"
"s-so what are you saying" i stuttered.
"we're over, Vanessa"
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y'all think roddy is wrong for breaking up with Nessa?
you think Vanessa deserves this?
what should happen next?