I have loved you since we were eighteen
Long before we both thought the same thing
To be loved, and to be in love
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you
I wanna love like you made me feel
When we were 18
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E i g h t e e n
It's 1:53 am and I cannot get myself to sleep. I drank some tea to try to help myself get sleepier but it just made me even more awake. So I tried watching a film but I stopped watching 20 minutes into the movie because I am just not in the mood. After giving up on the movie, I got some food from my kitchen and went on Pinterest for a while until I became bored. That's when I tried to sleep again, but it is just not working out.
All the lights are out and the only thing that I can do is think about everything and anything that comes to mind.
The first topic that comes to mind is my life right now. It's so boring, so bland. I do the same routine every single day and honestly, it's boring. I don't like routines, it makes me feel like I'm barely living my life. I want to have unexpected plans and live a bit more on the edge. But who would I do that with? I barely know anyone in this city.
With a shake of my head, I force myself to think about another topic, Harry filling my mind. I'm still really amazed on his looks. He's a really attractive guy with a wonderful personality. And thinking about our last conversation makes me really sad how I don't know him in real life. He's that type of friend that I always craved for. A friend that I can do anything with at any time and do the most weirdest things without being judged.
A sigh escapes my lips. I turn around again in my bed and groan.
"Fuck this." I get out of bed and walk over to the kitchen to grab a bag of chocolate kisses from the cupboard. I walk back to my bed, sitting against the headboard and grab my laptop.
Plopping one of the chocolates into my mouth, I go onto Wattpad and click on my conversation with Harry.
daisyyy_: Did you find a job?
Surprisingly after a second, I see Harry has read the message and is now replying back.
styles94: Some of the stores I went to are hiring and they got my resume so I just have to wait now.
styles94: Thank you for asking :)
daisyyy_: No problem :)
daisyyy_: What kind of stores did you apply to?
styles94: Some clothes stores, Starbucks, a book store, a music store. I really hope I get the music store one.
daisyyy_: They will be crazy not to hire you. I hope you get it!
styles94: Thanks, Dais.
daisyyy_: np :)
daisyyy_: So what are you doing up at this hour? Isn't it like early morning there?
styles94: Yeah, can't sleep.
daisyyy_: Sulking about the breakup?
styles94: I guess you can say that..
daisyyy_: Well don't, she isn't worth it. Remember what I said before?
styles94: Yeah, I'm going to find the perfect woman and make cute babies with her.
daisyyy_: Exactly. And your girlfriend isn't that perfect woman. You're future wife is still out there, waiting to meet you.
styles94: Thanks, Dais. <3
daisyyy_: Anytime, Harry <3
styles94: So what time is it for you?
daisyyy_: Almost 2 am.
styles94: And what are you doing up?
daisyyy_: Can't sleep.
styles94: Why not :(
daisyyy_: Sometimes I just can't idk
daisyyy_: So I'm just eating chocolate kisses
styles94: I want to eat chocolate kisses with you. See, if we know each other in real life, I would be in my car right now, going to your apartment so I can eat chocolate kisses with you and entertain you since you can't sleep.
daisyyy_: But what if you're sleeping?
styles94: I wouldn't be. I'm up right now aren't I?
daisyyy_: True, I guess.
styles94: I would bring a board game with me, maybe Monopoly let's say, and I'll bring that to your apartment and we will play that until you finally get tired and we will sleep together in your bed. Then in the morning I would take you out for breakfast, still in our pyjamas.
daisyyy_: :(
daisyyy_: You really gotta stop with those "if I know you in real life" things.
styles94: I really should. But I just can't help it :(
styles94: So when's your birthday?
daisyyy_: That's really random lol
styles94: It is haha but I just wanted to know more about my friend :)
daisyyy_: February 8 :)
styles94: What? No way.
styles94: Mine's on the first.
daisyyy_: February 1st??
styles94: Yeah!
daisyyy_: OMG what? Actually? That's so weird!
styles94: I know right!
daisyyy_: Wow.
styles94: Mhmm
daisyyy_: It's exactly one week apart.
styles94: I know!
daisyyy_: I'm still shocked.
styles94: Same.
daisyyy_: I think eating chocolate is a really bad idea. I'm even more awake than before.
styles94: Haha yeah it probably was a bad idea.
daisyyy_: Ugh.
daisyyy_: Why don't you live in New York?!?
styles94: Wait.. That's where you live?
daisyyy_: Yeah.
styles94: Oh my god..
daisyyy_: What?
daisyyy_: Harry?
daisyyy_: You're scaring me...
daisyyy_: ...Harry??
styles94: There's something I have to tell you...
daisyyy_: Yeah..?
styles94: I don't live in England anymore...
styles94: I moved to New York.
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Plot twist hehe
I just couldn't hold it off any longer! I was planning this for a long time and if you actually look back at the other chapters you can see the little subtle hints I put to say that Harry is in the states now. If you can't find them just ask me but don't comment in the previous chapter for readers who aren't at this part yet :)
Hope you liked the chapter.
Oh and I was actually writing the chapter at 2am, the same time where they are messaging each other lol just wanted to say that :)
I love you, thank you so much for all your support voting and commenting, it means so much <3
~ May <3