Madison sat in the flat of the pub and smiled as Mia walked in, Mia looked to Madison and smiled "are you okay? You look like crap" mia asked as Madison looked to her cousin and rolled her eyes "well thanks, I've been better. its just the pregnancy, it's taking it out of me" Madison said as she looked to her phone and she saw a message off of kush, Mia noticed the smiled
"I haven't seen that smile for a while. Is it kush?" Mia asked as Madison smiled
"he's a great guy mi, I mean I am pregnant and he knows it's not his and he still wants to be there and help me. I think that I am falling in love with him and it scares me as I don't want to lose him" Madison said as Mia looked to her and smiled.
Mia knew that Madison had been through a lot and that she was the only one that knew over Alfie and she wasn't going to tell a soul. Madison had been through a lot and Mia knew that she was going to protect her cousin, Mia knew that she couldn't loose her mum and that if kat learnt over Madison and Alfie and their drunken night that it would destroy their relationship "have you told kush how you feel?" Mia asked as Madison looked to her and shock her head
"You should tell him" Mia asked as Madison frowned
"are you mad?"
"No, I mean it. Kush is a good man and I bet that he loves you as much as you love him I see how he looks at you it's love I mean look at all he is doing for you. He loves you. You should tell him how you feel, you are my cousin and after everything that you have been through you deserve to be happy and kush makes you happy, doesn't he?" Mia said as Madison smiled as she looked to Mia
"he does, I never thought that after everything that happened that I would like anyone the way that I like kush but I do. He is amazing and he makes me feel special and the fact that he wants to be a father to my baby is even better" Madison said as Mia walked over and sat on the arm over to chair and hugged Madison and smiled
"it's all going to be okay , I know that it is" Mia said as Madison smiled. Madison looked to see a text off of kush, she knew that she wanted to tell Kush how she felt but it scared her.
She was scared of being rejected and let down again. Madison hoped Mia was right and that he actually did feel the same way
***
Madison walked into the kitchen as she saw kat. Kat looked to Madison and smiled
"are you okay?" Kat asked as Madison smiled
"do we have any donuts the baby is craving some" Madison asked
"I'll go get some, I'm just trying find Alfie" Kat said, Madison looked to her and frowned. She felt guilty at the mention of the name.
"He left you mum, he walked out and he didn't say a thing. It's not fair on you or the boys, you deserve better than him. You deserve to be happy and I know that this, looking for Alfie it isn't making you happy" Madison said as she placed a hand on top of kats.
Kat looked to Madison and smiled as she squeezed her hand "your a good girl your know that and your right, I'm going to focus on you and the boys and the fact I'm going to be a grandma even though I am way to young to be. I'll go and get you some donuts" Kat said as she stood up and smiled as she kissed the top of Madison head.
Madison watched as Kat walked off. She knew she was heartbroken over Alfie but he was gone and Madison knew that her family needed to try and move on without him
***
Madison got to kushs flat and smiled as he let her in "hey" he said as she looked to him and smiled
"I missed you"
"I missed you too, I wanted to talk to you, there's something I want to tell you" Madison said as he looked to her and frowned
"what's that?" He asked as she wrapped her arms around his neck and smiled
"that I love you" she said as he looked to her and smirked as he pulled her close and kissed her
"I love you too" he said as Madison smirked into the kiss as it got more passionate. He lead her to the bedroom and smirked into the kiss as he dropped her onto the bed.
He looked to her and smirked as they stripped off. He got between her legs and pushed into her causing her to moan as he started to move in and out of her but would they be able to stay as happy as they were right now?