strangled thoughts

By SophisticatedNicole

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By SophisticatedNicole


notice nothing but your fingertips
drumming on the window
everything's fading
you're getting tired of me.
you want me to wake up
you want me gone
why is what i want not what you are?
this mind created you, did it not?
are you not what i need?
why do you want me gone?
am i trying to tell myself something i don't want to hear?
nothing but your fingertips
drumming on the window
do you want out,
or do i?

it's really got me thinking what i'm doing anymore. why do we need to think
so stupid and this don't rhyme but i let my mind do the talking, as you would assume it should

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