Feeling niya marunong siya - Iza
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Iza
GUMISING AKO kinabukasan na masakit ang katawan. My legs hurt. My vagina hurts. Everything hurts.
Gigs was no where to be found. Wala na siya sa kama pagkagising ko. I removed the blanket covering my body and saw me wearing a new oversized shirt and a new underwear. I am wearing his shirt as of the moment. Napapikit ako ng maalala ko lahat ng nangyari kagabi.
" Shocks Iza, hindi ka na virgin" Bulong ko sa aking sarili habang nakatingin sa mantsa ng dugo sa bed sheet ko.
Dahan dahan akong tumayo dahil mahapdi talaga. We had rounds of sex last night. Halos madaling araw na niya ako pinatulog kaya medyo puyat din kami. But he woke up early. Tumingin ako sa orasan na nakasabit sa may malapit sa pintuan ko. 6:30 na ng umaga, maaga parin naman akong gumising. I fixed my hair and when I was already on the drive to get up from bed, that's when I realized that I'm running late for work. Nagmadali na akong tumayo at inalis iyung bed sheet bago mabilis na pinalitan ito. I immediately placed it on the laundry net. I need to wash that after work. I took a quick bath. Kahit masakit ang pagkababae ko ay naligo parin ako. I felt sticky. My bed sheet, my blanket smelled like Gigs and so was my body. His scent still lingers in my system like a curse. Nagpalit ako ng damit. I placed his shirt at the laundry net as well as my other clothes last night including his. Hindi manlang pinulot ni Gigs. May pagkakalat din talaga siya. Pare pareho sila ng mga kaibigan niya. This is what I hated with the Jaguars. Burara at makalat sila. I even saw his brief and clothes at my bedroom floor. He might have woken up naked and took a bath.
I wore a simple tshirt and shorts. Magpapalit din ako mamaya ng uniporme ko dahil papasok ako sa trabaho.
When I exited my room, I smelled something burning.
Napamura na lamang ako sa aking isipan ng mapagtanto kong naroon si Gigs at nagluluto sa kusina.
" Gigs! What are you cooking!" Nagmadali akong lumapit sa kaniya dahil mukhang nasusunog na ang kung anumang niluluto niya.
" Babe! Goodmorning!" Ang lawak lawak ng ngiti niyang baling sa akin. Pinatay niya pa iyung apoy sa stove at nilapitan ako. His arms directly was encirled on my waist as he pulled me closer to him and kiss me on the lips.
" Goodmorning Gigs. " I muttered to him after blinking multiple times.
Tumingin ako sa niluluto niya at nakita kong may sunog na itlog pero may hindi rin naman.
" Babe I tried to cook you know pero may mga nasunog. Kasalan nung apoy, hindi niya alam ginagawa niya. But I have here this perfectly cooked one for you" He winked. He winked! Ang lakas ng tama niya as in! Biruin mo, halos anim ang sunog, isa lang ang hindi tapos parang scrambled pa iyung dapat na sunny side up na itlog. And he was happy about that!
" Hehe, wow naman. Ang sarap naman niyan. Patikim nga ng luto ni Greggy boy" I said. Ayoko namang sirain iyung mood niya. Nag-effort din naman siya.
I took a some of the scrambled eggs and tasted it. It taste like burned egg.
" Yaan mo next time tuturuan kitang magluto ng sunny side up" I told him with a smile.
Napasimangot siya sa sinabi ko. Ayaw pa kase aminin na palpak eh.
" How do you feel? I know you're sore. I already called your boss, you'll have the day off" He said as he looked at me with seriousness now. I sighed in defeat. He got me on that. I also know that I cannot work at my state now. Ayoko namang pumunta sa trabaho na paika ika ang paglakad.
" Salamat. Hindi rin ako kumportableng magtrabaho ngayon. Masakit sa baba" I said with all honestly. Ayun tuloy niyakap niya lang ako ng napakahigpit at hinalikan pa ako sa noo.
" Oh sorry na. Kasalanan ko." Hingi niya sa akin. I rolled my eyes. Last night was totally unscripted and raw. He was talking dirty which made me question if he is even the Jaguar I've known for so long or not.
I smiled to appease the atmosphere. Kasalanan ko din naman, ang rupok ko. Well, anyone who's inlove could do the most marupok things in life. And this one's mine.
" No. It's okay. I wanted it too, Gigs" I told him. He smiled now and kiss me on the lips.
" I love you, Iza" He whispered.
" So anong ng gagawin natin ngayong araw?" Tanong ko pagkatapos. Ako na ang kumuha nung frying pan na gamit niya kanina at nagluto ng maayos na sunny side up para sa aming dalawa.
" You'll teach me how to cook" He whispered as he wrapped again his arms around my waist. The last time he did this, we ended up on bed moaning each other's name.
" Ikaw Gregoryo ha, nakakarami ka na. Kagabi pa." Wika ko habang pinipigilang tumawa.
" Pero sige, tuturuan kitang magluto" Wika ko habang sinasalin na iyung lutong itlog sa maayos na plato.
" Oh napipilitan ka yata" Bulong pa niya.
Alam kong nakasimangot siya kahit na hindi ko naman siya nakikita sa likod ko.
" Hindi ako napipilitan. Ikaw Gigs ang pababy mo ngayon" Wika ko na lang. E totoo naman. Parang bata kung umasta parang pinanganak kahapon.
" Bakit? Di mo ba ako baby?" Bulong pa niya. Halatang hinaharot ako.
" Baby kita. Mahal kita eh. Sobra. Masaya ka na? Okay na? So kain na ba tayo?" Sunod sunod kong wika sa kaniya.
" Yes. Super, Babe. I love you" Ngiting wika niya sabay halik ulit sa labi ko.
Sinangag ko din iyung kanin. Pagkatapos non ay inayos ko iyung mesa para kumain na kami. Siya na ang kumuha ng plato namin. Para naman may gawin siya.
We seriously both need to have good meal.
PAGKATAPOS naming kumain, naghugas ulit siya. Ako ulit ang taga ayos ng mesa.
Dahil hindi ako papasok ngayon, napagdesisyunan ko ng maglaba. I will wash the bed sheet and the blanket that we used last night. Pati din kase iyung kumot may dugo din.
While he was washing the dishes, may biglaang kumatok sa pintuan.
Napatingin muna ako kay Gigs na siya namang napatingin din sa pintuan.
Saglit niyang iniwan iyung mga hugasin at nagpunas ng kamay.
He intertwined our fingers before we both went to the door.
The moment he opened the door, a man was at our front. Nakasuot ito ng amerikana.
" Boss ito na po iyung pinapadala niyo" The man said. I looked down and saw a huge black travelling bag. My forehead creased as I looked at Gigs.
" Thank you. Take a day off. Tell your friends to go home. We'll resume work tomorrow" He said like a boss. Ano ako ngayon? Nganga. Wika ko sa aking sarili ng mapagtanto ko ang ibig niyang sabihin.
The moment he closed the door, napameywang na ako at humarap sa kaniya.
" Ba't may ganyan diyan?" Mataray kong tanong.
" Damit ko Babe" Malambing niyang tugon sa pagtataray ko.
Kinuha niya iyung travelling bag at naglakad papunta sa kuwarto ko.
" Hoy Gregoryo ano iyan?" Tanong ko ulit. I won't give up this issue. Bakit ba kase siya may malaking maleta. Sinundan ko siya sa kuwarto at nakita kong binuksan niya iyung isang drawer ko na walang laman.
" Babe, puwede makibahay? Para housemates tayo" He said smiling like there's no problem with that. Pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay bumalik siya sa ginagawa niya. I saw some tshirts, some pants, some briefs. May mga amerikana pa siya, mga tatlo ata iyung nakita ko.
" Gigs!" I took his attention.
Tumingin siya sa akin ng nakangiti.
" Bakit Babe?" Tanong niya pa.
" Bakit ka may damit dito? Hindi ko sinabing dito ka titira." I told him. Tinigil muna niya pansamantala ang ginagawa niya at nilapitan ako. Nakita ko din na napansin na niyang walang bed sheet iyung kama ko at wala din iyung kumot ko.
" Wala kang room mate so ako nalang. And Babe, tinanggal mo pala iyung bed sheet. Labhan ba natin ngayon?" He was obviously trying to lure me away from the topic I wanted us to discuss.
" Gigs" I sighed again. Ayoko ng makipag-away pa dahil wala na eh. Nandito na iyung mga damit niya. Nilalagay na nga niya sa aparador ko eh.
" Babe sorry na. Hindi ko sinabi kase alam kong ayaw mo tapos tignan mo, galit ka na eh." He tried to defend himself.
" Ba't ka nga kase dito titira. Ang gara gara ng bahay mo dun tapos maspipiliin mo dito tumira" I said
" Babe wala ka dun. Share ko lang. Para alam mo din." He just muttered and advanced in my direction to hug me.
" Sige na please, pahousemate ako. Pero kapag gusto mo, dun nalang tayo sa bahay ko" He whispered. I closed my eyes as I surrendered in defeat.
" Gigs tama ba 'tong ginagawa natin?" Tanong ko.
" Oo naman, Babe. Saang parte ang sa tingin mong mali at itutuwid ko" Hamon niya sa akin habang yakap yakap niya ako.
It's just that everything seems to be good to be true. Na para bang lahat ng pagkakataon ay naayon sa akin, sa amin.
Our downfall will be my downfall. Matapang ako pero hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay matapang ako. I have my own weaknesses and this is one of mine. I never thought that he will be my own weakness.
" Wala. Gigs mahal na mahal kita" I rested my face on his chest as I considered his hug my home.
Kahit saan, kahit sa anong pagkakataon. Siya ay mananatiling tirahan ng puso ko. He is my home and I'm no longer confused about it. Wala na eh, naamin ko na sa sarili ko na mahal ko ang Jaguar na 'to. I already surrendered my heart to him. Na kahit pa minahal ko si Isagani at pinipilit paring paniwalaan na mahal ko siya, hindi eh. Mali kase matagal na palang nawala si Isagani sa puso ko. Si Gigs na ang laman nito.
This time, it's me that initiated a kiss. Hinalikan ko siya ng buong pagmamahal. He willingly accepted my kiss as he deepened it. Tumagal pa ang aming paghalik hanggang sa maramdaman ko ulit ang kaniyang kamay na nagsisimula ng maging malikot. He started cupping my breasts one after the other as his kisses went down my collar bones and further down until my cleavage.
Ako na ang nagtanggal ng tshirt niya. A smile crept on his lips as I did that. Tinanggal ko din ang suot kong pang-itaas kasama na ang aking bra habang paatras akong naglakad. He was advancing in my direction obviously cornering me between his body and the bed. And just when It was dead end, he pushed me to lay on the bed on positioned himself on top of me.
We kissed more and drowned ourselves with kisses and completely surrendered our bodies to each other.
It didn't take long when he pulled down my shorts and started planting kisses on my toes up until my legs to my thighs. The sensation he was giving me was intense and too passionate to forget that I am still sore.
He pulled down my last piece of cover without breaking an eye contact.
Pinaghiwalay niya ang aking mga hita at pumagitna roon. His huge body looked so big in between me and my tiny legs looks nothing compared to his body built.
He stood up for a second and pulled down his pants including his brief before diving in between me and positioning himself again.
I felt the tip of his cock on my entrance as he hugged me tightly and kissed me again.
" Babe, pasok na ako." He whispered before entering me slowly.
" Ahh Gigs, dahan dahan lang." I told him. Masakit naman kase. Umihi ako kanina at sobrang sakit ng pag-ihi ko. Pero walang kasing sakit nitong nararamdaman ko ngayon.
" Babe, I'm sorry" He whispered again and again until he was already completely deep inside me, achingly throbbing and massively deep.
Just like what he did last night, he stayed inside me for awhile for me to adjust on his size.
" Babe you okay?" Concern was evident in his voice. I nodded.
" Gigs, galaw ka na" I told him. He nodded as he started to move slowly.
" Ahhh Babe baba ka. Mapapagod ka pag ganyan" He said when I somehow lifted up my buttocks to meet his every thrust.
I did what I was told. Binaba ko iyung puwet ko at hinayaan siyang bumayo sa loob ko.
We moaned. We exchanged words of love and romance as we acted on our own language of love.
After almost an hour of love making, he thrust inside me deeper as he filled me with his cum.
Ang buong akala ko ay tapos na pero nagkamali ako.
" Babe tuwad ka" He whispered after a few minutes. He flipped me over and let me face the bed again as he took me doggy style.
" Ahh Gigs!" I moaned when I felt him enter me once more.
We ended up for another round of ecstacy before we managed to take a bath again together. Tapos nasundan pa ng isa sa banyo.
I somehow believe that love is not a bed of roses. And I know that we've just started. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mga problemang darating pero isa lang ang maipapangako ko kay Gigs. I will always prioritize him in every decision that I will make.
Because I am in love with him. And that will never change. Even with the test of time.
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Updated : May 8, 2020 Friday 6:40 PM