kairi pov:
⚠️ trigger warning, illness/learning disability ⚠️
me and the boys were done with our shopping we didn't do that much. we just went to h&m, hollister, and foot locker. we just got some basic things like some hoodies, shirts and shoes. me and the boy's were heading to the parking lot ready to go back home.
a: yo want me to ride with you?
k: no why would i.
a: oh cuz it's just gonna be you...
k: nah it's cool.
a: oh ight see you monday.
i shook them all up and went in my car. i sat down. i felt like shit. emotionally & mentally. my adhd was kicking in. i felt, hyper and antsy. i wanted to move, i wanted to run. but i couldn't. i'm in a mall parking lot. i'm gonna look like a crazy person. i just put my head on the steering wheel. it's kinda hard to hide it. i just try to pretend i'm a normal person, someone without adhd. i hate feeling like i don't belong. i'm gonna try get it under control, i have a doctors appointment in a week or two. gonna try get some medication that'll idk stop it. i can't keep hiding my hyper ness. it gets hard hiding it. i started driving home. i didn't wanna go home. so after driving for a bit i turned. i went to mcdonalds. got the usual, big mac and fries. i was near alex and y/n. i didn't wanna bother alex, so i snapped y/n.
y/n: what?
k: do you want food
y/n: a smoothie ?
k: ok omw
y/n: wait why?
k: i'm tired and got food and figured why not get some for you. i was gonna ask alex but he seems kinda mad at me so...
y/n: why do you have a mask on?
k: so i don't bite my nails
y/n: omg i nite my nails too does it help?
k: sorta, whenever i go to bite it the mask is there preventing it so.
y/n: hm nice technique
i went through the drive thru and got some food for me and her. i came to her door and texted her saying i'm here. she came and opened it after two minutes.
k: got lost in your big ass house huh?
y/n: haha funny. look just follow me.
i followed her, we went upstairs and went in her room. i sat down on her spinny chair thing. you guys should know what type of chair i'm talking about. i noticed a big box on the side of her room.
k: what's that?
y/n: oh my vanity
k: you haven't set it up yet?
y/n: no
k: after we eat well set it up yeah?
y/n: it's okay
k: just to get it out the way
y/n: hm i guess.
k: here's your drink
y/n: thank you
k: anytime
y/n: does your parents know you're here?
k: do your parents know i'm here?
y/n: i asked first
k: no they think i'm at the mall
y/n: i see
k: your parents aren't gonna get mad right?
y/n: oops
k: oh my go tell them come on
y/n: okay be back
y/n left. i started eating my fries and couple minutes later alex barged in
a: hey y/n just wanted t-
he looked at me
a: what the hell are you doing here
k: oh uh i, salad?
i held up the mcdoanlds salad to him
a: hm.
he took it out my hands and started eating with me
a: okay but seriously what are you doing here?
k: oh uh me and y/n are kinda close? and i just wanted to come over hangout a little
a: it's almost 9
k: i know but i didn't wanna bother you and i was close by.
a: hm i see.
k: yeah...
a: so mattia and her?
k: what about them?
a: you think something going on between em?
k: nah there just weird
a: wdym
k: like there both awkward people i noticed
a: mattia? awkward? no.
k: he is, trust me. he can't even do presentations in front of class he'll piss himself.
a laughed
a: aye imma leave before she comes back
k: yeah i'll see you later dawg
alex left, surprisingly not mad? so, he must have a fast temper but it goes away fast aswell. y/n popped in the room.
y/n: my dad was sleeping thank god but my mom said it's fine since she met you and like trusts you?
k: oh dope dope and why "thank god"
y/n: because he doesn't like me hanging out with guys so why would he want one in my room
k: why?
y/n: idk because i'm a girl
k: ahh but it's not like that between us right?
y/n: wdym?
k: were just besties right?
y/n: yes
k: ight cool
me and her ate our food and watched on my block, finally someone who likes the show too, none of the boys like it idk why. we set up her vanity it took like half an hour then me and her took a selfie and i posted it on my finsta.
a picture like this.
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kaiexclusive: bestie ❤️
user: "bestie" 😳
user: ship🤪🤪🤪
user: ooo
(SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE KAIRI IS THE MAIN BUT MATTIA WILL BE TIED IN SOON! IN THIS STORY HES JUST SHY SO THATS WHY HES IN INVOLVED A LOT RIGHT NOW!)
mattia pov:
i got home and i didn't see kairis car outside so i was confused, he probably went to grab some food no big deal. i went inside my house and i went to the kitchen.
m mom: didn't you just eat?
m: who said i ate at the mall?
m mom: well i would think you did
m: well i didn't mom
m mom: what you gonna eat
m: uh probably a pizza
m mom: a whole pizza?
m: yes?
m mom: hm, teenagers.
m: haha, funny mom
m mom: did you hangout with "the boy's" today
m: yeah and one of there sisters
m mom: kairis?
m: no
m mom: well that's the only one who has a sister?
m: well our new friend alejandro remember i went to dinner there
m mom: oh yeah i remember
m: his sister
m mom: ohh, is she young?
m: idk how old she is
m mom: wdym?
m: yeah i don't know
m mom: you have too
m: i don't
m mom: so she's in middle school?
m: oh no highschool, just don't know what grade
m mom: ohh, is she cute?
m: idk kinda
m mom: so she's ugly
m: no i just can't like her that's my friends sister
m mom: mm "bRo cOde"
m: yes mom, you'd know if you were a dude
m mom: let me see a pic of her
m: i don't have one
m mom: how
m: i don't know we just met a couple days ago
m mom: well go make that pizza boy, i'm gonna eat some
m: i mean i guess
my mom sat down on the couch, i went to put the pizza in the oven i don't preheat. it's dumb, it'll cook while preheating you know? anyway, i put the pizza in then sat on the couch by her. i opened instagram just too see kairi post something upsetting. i scoffed.
m mom: what?
m: she's with kairi
m mom: like dating?
m: no like hanging out
m mom: oh well you're all friends right?
m: yeah but there like close
m mom: is there a picture?
m: yeah here
i turned my phone and showed my mom
m. mom: oh she's cute
m: yeah i know
m mom: do you text her?
m: sorta, we don't talk a lot tho. her and kairi do tho
i complained.
m mom: so start talking to her more than kairi does
m: i don't know how too
m mom: then you can't blame him
i just stared at my mom, annoyed.
a hour passed by i already ate some pizza and showered and i was laying in bed. watching netflix then i got a text.
y/n:
thank you again for the gary plush it was a sweet gesture ❤️
mattia:
oh yeah no problem
y/n:
why'd you do that?
mattia:
seemed like you wanted it, lol
y/n:
i did haha so thanks
mattia:
what you been up too?
y/n:
i'm watching on my block
mattia:
ewww
y/n:
wdym ew?!
mattia:
yeah that show is ass
y/n:
don't ever talk to me again
mattia:
🙄🙄🙄
y/n:
lol, i'll text you tomorrow :)
mattia:
oh okay goodnight
y/n:
gn
why do we have such short conversations, i hate it.
shit it's better than nothing though. eh time to go to bed it's 11 already.