There's no
song to this
oneshot, but
it's an idea!
Enjoy luvs.
Takes place in 2016, so you would know.
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High School.
The final part of your teenage years. You know, the ones you gotta use up before you chase your damn Career.
That part of your life that gives you anxiety all the time, pressure. Those ones when you gotta decide what you really wanna do.
Yeah. Those ones.
I lowkey I hate my final part of my teenage years.
I had to get a Job as a Stripper since my Aunt got laid off, shit wasn't right. Lights were getting turned off and not a whole bunch of food are in the Fridge, hot water was getting turned off.
I knew I had to step up, for the sake of her and my baby cousin.
She took me in when I was 4 months, for reasons with my mom she wouldn't tell me.
And she took care of me ever since. I needed to pay her back somehow for all the things she did for me.
So, that's why I turned into stripping. I told people, people didn't mind.
There were some good times too.
There was a 2 new kids, Miles Mccollum and Jordan Carter.
Somehow they both know each other because their mothers known each other. But that's not the point.
The one kid I laid eyes on were Jordan Carter.
His beautiful dreads swayed down the hall, catching every eye from all the girl. They fell over heels for, using their advantage on looks to be friends with him.
But....he declined it. It was weird for such a beautiful man to do that, in their eyes duh.
They saw him lowkey as a asshole or dickhead. But he wasn't none of that.
He was nice, kind, confident, dreams to be a fashion designer. He was someone you can go to and speak about your problems, and he would give a response to it.
You wanna know how I know?
He laid his eyes on me. Yeah, me. Symere Woods human body.
It was kinda weird at first since I was going head over heels for him too. I couldn't get that out my head, he was so damn fucking beautiful.
I could too that he was nervous talking to me at first, since we didn't know each other. But I looked in his eyes, seeing a little hope that he could to be friends with me.
In that case, we did.
And we grew close.
We did everything together, biking, playing video games, testing out food, painting each other nails, telling each other secrets.
One of my secrets were Intersex.
People seen me wearing female since I wear it all the time, but didn't know I had a vagina.
I felt comfortable about that situation since nobody asked or grew suspicion.
Jordan didn't have nothing to say about it, he knew people were males that had it.
"So you know people that are intersex?"
"Yeah Symere."
"Like who, if you don't mind me asking."
"My friend Kyle, Gazzy, he lives on my block and going to my old school. Uh, My friend Drew. He got a sex change that doesn't count-"
"That do counts Jordan." I giggled, pushing him.
One of his secrets that he was bisexual. I've been knew, how he acted around other men he found as cute or interesting. It wasn't suprising to me.
"So you knew?"
"Yeah, for awhile."
"How?"
"Just how you acted around other men, you get all flustered up if a cute one walks by."
"Well....you got a point. I'll do be like that."
"Care to tell me how you turned bisexual?"
"Uhm well....I was fucking this bitch and I smelled her coochie. It fucking stank like a garbage can."
I burst out laughing, "Nah, you fucking lying Jordan."
"I'm serious and that's the last and final time I fucked with females fully. I knew I was bisexual."
"What was your first time?"
"When a boy kissed me in 7th grade. I got butterflies that whole day, my stomach felt weird."
"...oh."
Yeah, we were having fun together. He was a good best friend. The whole year he was.
Until, I caught feelings for him. The worst apart about them is I didn't know how to express it to him.
I went to Tyler for help, he only told just go with the flow. That lowkey didn't help.
"How you and Rocky hook up?"
"He fucked me senseless until I couldn't move."
"Ew Tyler."
"What? I enjoyed it. And look at us now, living in our own house."
"Okay..." I slammed my head on the table, letting out a huge sigh.
So I went to Miles. He wasn't no help either.
"How you and Kyle hook up?"
"I ate his pussy out in Dave and Busters."
"What's going on with people fucking before they express their feelings towards someone-"
"It's the way life goes."
Now, we at the end of the year, graduating from high school. I've still haven't spill my feelings out to Jordan and I feel so ashamed of that shit.
He still isn't my fucking boyfriend. I'm SO upset.
I put my cap on, letting my aunt fix my dress.
"You look so beautiful sweetie..." Her glossy eyes looked at me, pulling me into a giant hug.
"Auntie don't cry. I'm making you proud." I wiped her tears, smiling happily.
"I've been always proud of everything you did." She said.
I smiled, hugging her again. I continue to put on my heels, walking downstairs to see only my baby cousin cheering me on.
I laughed, kissing him on the cheek. "Thank you Jeffery.."
"You dress nice today Jeffery." I said, walking outside.
"Auntie can you grab my bag and phone?"
"Sure sweetie, here's the keys to the car." She thrown them at me.
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"Oh my god Symere!" Tyler said, walking up to hug me.
"Tyler, you look so fucking good." I smiled, hugging him back.
Tyler gain weight a few months ago because he got depressed about his step-sister. She got killed at a party at the wrong time. They was really close to each other, it broke him down and lashed out on everyone he loved.
I don't really want to get to deep with it, it's not my business to be honest.
"Where's Rakim?"
"Dropping off his cousin at his grandma house."
"Which one, the oldest boy cousin or the middle girl cousin?"
"The oldest, he's bad as fuck. He rubbed up on my ass once and I had to slap the nigga upside his damn head. Nigga is a damn weirdo."
"Dummy he likes you." I rolled my eyes, fixing my foot in my heel shoe.
Sometimes I don't like wearing high heel shoes. Because of this fucking situation.
"You know where Jordan at?" I asked, looking around.
"He's coming in 3 minutes. He told me to tell you." He said, seeing Rocky pull up.
"Hey baby..." He squeaked, running up to his boyfriend.
I looked down on my heels, waiting for Jordan to come.
I really wanna see him, I haven't saw him in two days. I really wanna express my feelings today, since we graduation. I sighed, checking my phone before I felt a small tap on my shoulder.
I turned, my eyes went up to see Jordan standing above me. I gasped, bringing him into a big, huge hug. He laughed and grinned, spinning me a little.
"I've missed you." I admitted, brushing his dreads away.
"Same did I." He said, still smiling. "You look fucking beautiful today too."
Ugh, he gives me butterflies.
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We've been at this ceremony only for 51 minutes and everyone is still annoyed. People were tired or angry, irritated by their family members are here.
I wasn't because I was going head over heels for Jordan, who was holding my hand softly. He secretly taking pictures of me and I didn't mind it at the moment. I was glad that I'm sitting next to him even though we in the wrong seats.
"Now we are getting into the diplomas. Starting off, the highest in the class!"
"Tyler Okonma, ending with a 3.82."
I cheered for him, standing up and clapping for him. He had a lot of stress this year but he made it through. He fucking made it.
"Symere Woods, ending with 4.0."
My eyes went wide, wait huh? I got highest in the class...me? And I got a 4.0?
"Symere, you made it." I sighed in happiness, hugging Jordan.
"You fucking did it Symere!" I heard Miles yelled as I walked up on the stage.
I thought I didn't get it, well I didn't check my grades at all. Wait, Holy shit.
I shake her hand while smiling, hearing everyone cheering on for me. I waved for a second before I grabbed Rocky's hand so I can slowly can get off the stage.
"Jordan Carter, also ending with a 4.0."
I clapped and smiled for him, hugging him quickly. My baby- I mean best friend made it along with me.
"Solange Knowles, ending with a 3.91."
"Lastly, Miles McCollum, ending with 3.84."
"Yeahhhh bro!" Jordan exclaimed, dapping him up.
I clapped for him, then it hit me. Rocky didn't get highest in the class.
"Jordy...Rakim didn't get highest in the class."
He look across the room, seeing Rakim having his head down. "I think he's upset."
"Yeah, I think so too. I'm still happy he's still gonna graduate though." I replied, sitting back.
The whole event went slow and boring. I was fucking I was done with school. Shit was tiring for me, deadass.
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"Let's sit over here." I pointed, seeing a bench in the backyard of Mile's house.
We both sat down, us really close to each other. I lowkey bushed, looking down on my feet.
"You look actually beautiful today." I heard him say for the second time today.
"Jordan, this is your second saying this," I giggled, looking at him. "But thank you again."
"Oh sorry." He flustered up.
It was quiet for 10 minutes, taking in the breeze and sun for the day.
"What you wanna talk to me about?" Jordan asked, brushing me out my thoughts. Shit, I forgot.
I sighed, brushing my dreads back. "You remember when I said I was catching feelings for someone?"
"Yeah...what about it?"
"I mean to tell you that...those feelings were for you." I looked up to Jordan confusion.
"...Huh?"
"Jordan I like you but I don't wanna mess up our friendship because I spilling out my feelings at this moment." I sighed, standing up. "I like you for awhile, I would say 3 months at least. Today I wanted to say because I don't know we gonna get in the same college."
"Everything about fucking you made me like you. Your fashion sense, personality and everything else. You made my life fucking complete and kept my sanity together." I said, "I ramble on but I won't because you probably think I'm fucking weird for that shit."
I shaked my head, seeing Jordan's face with random emotions. "...Forget what I said, we should go back inside-"
What I felt, I really can't speak on but I gotta say it. He kissed me. He cut me off by a kiss. In my mind, it was going crazy. I thought I wouldn't see this day at all.
"I....I like you too Symere and I wanna talk about it here and now but I can't." He panted.
"What you mean about that?"
"The reason why I can't talk about it because they staring.."
I raised my eyebrow before turning around and you guessed it; they were staring. I put my middle finger up, "Fucking weirdos."
Jordan laughed, grabbing my hand.
"Also, would you like to be my boyfriend?" He whispered in my ear.
I smiled and nodded, kissing my now called, boyfriend.
And he been my boyfriend every since. Looks to see that we got in the same college. Everything has been great ever since then. Miles got into the same college so that was cool.
Tyler and Rakim didn't wanna go college. But I know Tyler is going to a music school that is not far from their house. Rakim career as Model was rapidly, having 2.8 million followers on Instagram and 867k on Twitter so everything was going good for them.
Everything was going good around and I'm glad. I'm actually glad that I spill my feelings out that day because if I didn't, I don't know where I was going to be at now.
Thank you for coming to my story.
Class of 2016.
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FINALLY, THE ONE I ACTUALLY ENJOY.
THIS SHIT IS LONGGGGGGG!
I lowkey miss their fucking friendship.
THIS SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT!
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