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Everyone shocked to hear what Ming just said.
What happened Champ?
Why you suddenly want this transfer?
Beam nudge his elbow.
Beam came close to him.
Ming, you want to refresh your mind.
You need a break right?
Ming nod.
Okay!
I also think that you should change your atmosphere.
But Bea... Forth try to said but Beam cut his words.
No.. P'Forth.. Let him go.
Beam knows that Kit was standing behind the window at the corner.
Forth took Ming at home.
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Here you rest at home for few days, let me call to Dean.
Forth made Ming comfortable on his bedroom.
Beam who was standing beside him came close to him.
Ming..
Call Beam.
Yes P'Beam.
Can i talk with you about your personal life?
You are family P'Beam.
Answer Ming with smile.
Beam replied with a warm smile.
By the way P'Beam.. Did my P'Forth ever tell you that you have the sweetest smile in this whole world?
Said ming teasingly.
Beam feel his cheeks start burning.
Stop it Ming.
Said Beam shyly.
We're talking about you.
Tell me Nong.
This transfer of yours is because of Kit, right?
Ming keep his mouth shut and head low.
Ming....?
Beam call again.
P'Beam let me go please.
Ming pleaded.
But Ming...
No P... I'm feeling suffocating here.
Please....
But Ming you shou...
P'Beam....p.. Please naa...
I can't see my kitt... Ahh... I... I mean Nong Kit there with hate in his eyes for me.
This time Ming voice broke.
Beam came to him and hug him.
Stop already you cry boy.
I'm sorry P.. I'm so sorry.
I hurt you and your brother.
Let me go from your life please.
I want to give Kit what he want.
Yo-you know P'Beam... What he said that night. *sniff*
H-he said me that he he hate me P'Beam. *hic*
I was waiting for him P, *sniff* everyday i thought that at least once he will come to see me.
I know...*sniff * I know that i hurt him and you, but P...am i...am i this much bad? Tha... That he didn't come to see me atleast for a single time. *sniff* Don't my love has this little power that it could bring him to see me for once.
I...i love him so much... He... He is my life but he don't want to see my face... He... He said... He said that he dont want me to touch him... He p..push me when i tried to hug him. L..last two months was very beautiful for me... He be...became my life P... But but he said don't come in front of me again. Ho... How could i live here with his memories in my heart, in my house, in my university P...
Ming was crying loudly.
Beam cried too.
Shhh... Let me handle this.
Stop it... P'Forth will get sad if he see you crying like this.
Calm down okay.
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Beam was sitting in his room after dinner when Forth came out from bathroom.
Beam see him shirtless for very first time and avert his gaze because he was feeling shy.
Forth without noticing shy Beam went to closet for dressing.
He came out with proper dress on.
Beam..?
Call Forth.
Yes P'Forth.
Beam... I settled down Ming's transfer papers.
Actually J University is under J. Corporation .
So Dean is one of our recruited director there.
Stupid P'Forth, muttered Beam.
You said something Beam. Ask Forth..
P'Forth come here.
Said Beam.
Forth confusedly went to him.
Yes bab... I mean hmm Beam.
Beam smile hearing this stutterness of Forth.
P'Forth dont rush things.
Can you delay the paper transferring please.
Beam...?
I'll tell you later everything but i need to fix what is broken because of me.
Forth ruffles his hair.
Okay.. Said Forth smilingly.
Amm Beam.... This time Forth call Beam nervously.
Yes P...
I want to say thankyou for what you have done for me.
Also i want to say sorry for my wrongdoings .
Beam went silent for a minute.
Let fix this first P'Forth.
Forth nod hearing unclear answer.
I'm tired, said Beam.
Okay, lets sleep then.
Said Forth. same as usual he lie down first and naturally open his arms.
Beam smiles seeing this gestures as he start noticing every move of Forth.
He came close to Forth and hug him from his lower waist.
Good night P'Forth.
Beam close his eyes .
Forth didn't reply his night greets .
He was in his thinking.
Beam look over him and find him looking at ceiling .
Beam snuggle himself close to Forth taking his attention.
Forth thought that he is asleep.
Forth plant a little kiss on his Forehead.
Goodnight baby, I Love you.
Sweet dreams love.
Beam smile hearing this and went to dreamland under Forth embrace.
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Next day Beam go to meet Kit in his university.
He look at his schedule and after his last class he waited outside his class.
Beam found kit in miserable condition.
He no longer recognize as a dimple kitty.
His face became so pale and dull.
His eyes were puffy and red.
He looks so thin.
Kit sees Beam there and he hugged Beam.
P... You here.. ask kit in his hoarse voice like he only use his voice for crying.
Yes i want to eat with you.
There is a new restaurant little far away but very famous.
Lets have early dinner there today.
Kit nod and went with him.
P'Mike please move that place.
Mike nod and start the car.
Kitty you looks thin.
Are you okay.
Kit nods.
Its nothing p... Exams are coming. I'm just busy these days.
Ohh, you can rest, we still have some time.
Kit nod and fell asleep on his P shoulder.
Beam take him in his embrace and start patting his head lightly.
After 1 hour, kit open his eyes and shocked to see where they were.
P its outside city.
Yes nong it is.
But P...
No baby here the restaurant.
They went in near by restaurant.
Beam order so much for Kit
Eat something baby. I'm not that hungry P.
No... Eat.. Beam said in his stern voice.
Kit start eating with unsettled mind.
After assuring that Kit has enough, Beam open his mouth.
He took Kit's hand in his.
If i ask you something, will you answer me honestly?
P'Beam what are you talking. Of course i will.
Beam directly come to point.
Baby, do you love Ming?
Kit didn't expect this question from Beam. He feels like someone throw bucket of ice water on him.
Without answering he start crying.
Do you know that he is going today, leaving the country because of you.
Kit looked at Beam unbelievably.
Yes.. And P'Forth made him promise that if he go now, he'll never come back.
And Ming agrees.
Ming said, he don't care for anything.
He just need fresh air or someone who can love him truly.
He even said that he will try to date his cousin's friend there in korea.
Kit stand up.
NO... P'MING IS mine.
Beam knows how much possessive Kit could be if he loves someone truly.
Beam smirks, Mike also smirk hearing this.
But... Its already his flight timing. I guess he left already.
Mike said with concerned face.
Kit cry.
P'Beam please.
Please stop him.
I....i love him P.
I love him.
But you don't want to see his face though.
NO...
you don't want to love him though.
NO...
you also don't want him to be with you.
NO.. I... I WAS MAD THAT TIME.
PLEASE STOP HIM. kit cry hard.
What if he also dont wanna see your face as you also did hurt him.
NO.. HE LOVES ME TOO.
But you didn't go to see him when he was hospitalized.
Where is love haa..
Beam raise his voice.
NO... IT'S NOT TRUE.
I went their daily. I just didn't meet him.
Then why are you hiding from him, all this time? Ask Beam.
Bec...because I'm scared.
I'm afraid that I'll be proved as an ungrateful brother.
Beam broke in tears.
And what if i allow your relationship?
Ask Beam.
Kit looked at Beam. His eyes lit up but instantly fell down again.
Kitty...?
It's no use P.
I hurt him alot.
He don't want to be with me.
Beam sign Ming, who was standing behind him with Forth.
Ming got clue.
He came little ahead.
"Baby"....?
This time call Ming lovingly.
Kit turned around hearing the voice.
Ming open his arms.
Kit run to him and throw himself in his embrace.
He start sobbing.
I'm sorry..I'm sorry.. Please don't go.
Ming smile with tears in his eyes.
Shhhhh my baby.. Its over now.
Kit hug him tightly.
I... I love you please dont go...
Ming nod still smiling with tears.
I'm not going anywhere love.
I'm yours.
They were hugging each other,whispering sweet nothings.
Forth went to Beam.
Thankyou Beam, your plan worked.
Beam nod with tears and hug Forth. Forth immediately wrap his arms around small body in his embrace.
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