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Beam feels himself numb.
He just silently sitting on a same position, looking at papers in his hand lostly.
Phun came to him and made him to go to his room.
Beam feels his breath hitching remembering all time which he spends with Forth here in the room and all those moments .
Looking at bed he gets flashbacks of him hugging Forth in morning.
Crying on Forth's chest, that warm feeling which he gets while snuggling Forth. The night when Forth fed him food with his hands.
The time when Forth wipe his mouth after eating.
The pillow talks two days ago. The shy dance with Forth.
All those compliments which Forth gave him on wearing different outfits. The combing fingers of Forth. The feel when Forth wipe his tears.
Even in first time. When Forth slapped him, he remember how Forth has pained expression on his face when Forth was dabbing ice packs on his cheeks.
Then the line of Forth come to his mind.
"I'm the reason behind Kit's shooting".
Beam put his hands on both of his ears.
Stop, stop it please.
Who are you P'Forth?
Which face is real?
He said, he said he love me?
Love to me?
No, P'Forth i dont hate you.
But I'm afraid P.
Why you have to be the same person.
Why i can't hate the person who shot my brother.
Beam fell on bedside crying hard.
Why P. Why?
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Ming's phone ring and he answer that
Yes Ben, what happened?
Ask Ming.
Ming, i find out who shot Kit.
Hearing this Ming's blood starts boiling .
I'm coming back.
Said Ming and cut the call.
He bid his mother goodbye and bring Kit to his home.
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Ming and Ben sitting in basement and Ben shows him the pic and details about the shooter.
Ming shocked to see his brother's men.
P... P'Forth's people?
whisper Ming and Ben comforts him.
Ming starts his bike in anger.
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Forth was in his study room for whole day.
He was emotionally broken ,feeling pathetic and miserable.
Crying silently without tears thinking about the possible future outcomes.
He was in his thoughts remembering the time spend with Beam. The snuggling, the hugging, the teasing Beam, shy Beam, scared Beam, laughing Beam, playing Beam.
He went to a room he specially made for himself.. He come to a room where a big guitar and only a sofa has been placed. The all four walls of that room is having lots of pictures and those belongs to Beam only.
Like he worship Beam there.
He came close to the biggest picture frame where Beam's smiling pic placed.
Forth came close and start caressing Beam's photo there.
"You know na baby, i love you so much. Just don't stop smiling please.
I know you can't love me baby.
But would it be too much to ask for your smile?
Would it be too much if you hug me last time before going.
Would it be too much baby...to..to kiss you for one and last time.
Would it be too much to hold you last time in my arms before you leave this house."
Crying Forth while picking up the guitar. You know i always want you to listen my songs.
Those songs which i write only for you baby.
Ummmm, Forth sniff to stop himself from crying.
Beam my baby please forgive me. I beg you love.
I know i dont deserve your love but can you please hug me before your leaving baby p...please.
Forth burst in tears again then he heard shouting of Ming.
Forth came down to downstairs where he find Ming , red face, messy hair and what he is seeing first time in his eyes.
Hatred for him.
What happen champ?
Why are you shouting?
Ask Forth in his hoarse voice because of crying.
Ming was drunk as he himself was going through emotional turmoil, because of his love and brother.
He even didn't notice the crack voice and puffy eyes of his beloved P.
All he know is Forth is the reason behind Kit's situation.
Ming came close to Forth who were not in his proper mind.
"Did you order your people to hurt Kit?"
Asked Ming raising his voice very first time on Forth.
Forth shocked but nod his head after a while.
Why?
Why?
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He was shouting in angry voice which made everyone present in mansion came to living hall including Beam.
Seeing Beam coming down from upstairs made Ming more angry.
He came close to Beam and grab his collar, what are you doing here?
Ask Ming screaming in anger.
Beam frightened but Forth came to rescue.
He pulled Beam from Ming and push Beam behind himself.
Don't put your rage on Beam.
Talk to me.
Said Forth in stoic and cold voice.
Hearing this, intensity of Ming's anger rose to sky
So you are taking his side now P.
Do you know he is the one who slapped me that day.
How could you let him go alive.
Or does he is one of your whore?
Attack Ming with his words.
Beam flinch hearing this and hold to Forth's waist from behind.
Forth tried to stop Ming but Ming is on verge of hell.
He made you order to shot Kit haaa.
Again Ming shout.
You betray me P'Forth.
I hate you P'Forth.
I hate you.
This whore is more important then me to you naa.
I'm going and will never come to you.
But remember one thing P'Forth dont ever try to touch my kit. You know my anger.
Hearing kit name, and the way Forth is trembling because of Ming's accusing made Beam angry for very first time.
He came in front and pull Ming from his shoulder.
Ming turned around because of the force and the moment he come in face to face.
Plakkk...
Beam slap Ming on his face.
Everyone went silent and looking Forth's next move but he remain still on his place crying.
"To whom do you think you are calling whore.
I'm his husband, Beam Jaturapoom.
And to whom you are saying 'My Kit'. He is Kit Baramee my younger brother.
And why he order to shot my brother is because i slapped you that day.
To whom you are hating?.... this person who bring hell on earth just because someone touch his brother.
Your kind of brother need to be tamed not pampered.
The one who unconditionally loves you for his whole life is no more respectable to you that you dare to raise your voice on your older brother.
He didn't betray you, infact he is ready to leave me because he loves his brother more, that he is enduring all this pain, god knows for how long.
Does he is the only one who signed to take responsibility of everything and everyone's happiness?
Don't you dare to say a single word to my husband from now on. Otherwise I will forget that you are his brother.
Said Beam coldly.
Hearing all this, Ming feels his legs turned into jelly.
He was shaking, plus he is in drunken stage.
He lift his eyes to look at his P.
Who was still crying.
Seeing all of this he pull out his car key and leave the mansion.
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Beam came to Forth and made him sit on sofa.
He bring a glass of water to Forth.
Forth was silent for all this time.
Beam was looking at his face and found tear stains, old and fresh tears, his puffy and blood shot eyes.
Beam came forward to Forth when Forth's phone rings.
Hello...
Mr. Forth Jaturapoom....
Your brother got into an accident.
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