A/N~Edit: Finished the picture yay~! ^v^
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Mondo's POV:
I wake up the next day, feeling even worse then I did yesterday. I just...I can't stop thinking about what I did...I can't get that image of his dead body out of my head. It was like this with...Daiya...I couldn't stop thinking about his death for months...it...hurt so much, but this...honestly hurts worse. Yea Daiya was my bro, but...Chihiro was a friend who...I promised I would keep safe...and trusted me with his secret. I...should've told him mine, but I just couldn't do it...I sigh some. I'm...so weak...
I snap out of my thoughts when that chick walks through the door. Sayaka mentioned that her name was Mukuro and that she's been helping them...which is good. I wonder...if she was able to cheer up Chihiro yesterday...Mukuro comes over and sits by me, sighing some before she looks up at me, "Good morning Mondo...how are you feeling...?" she asks, me looking away from her.
"I feel like shit..." I say, sounding a bit irritated. I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone right now...I know Mukuro is here to help, but I just want to be alone. "I understand that...you're sore from the execution...you would feel some whiplash and have problems moving." she says, pissing me off some. "You seriously think I care more about myself right now...?!" I look over at her, glaring some, "I don't care about that! I feel like shit because of...what I did to Chihiro..." I say, tightening my fists and looking away from her again.
She sighs some, "I know you do, but I'm sure everything between you two will be okay...I'm having him watch his trial and your execution." Mukuro says, my eyes widening some. "Your gonna make him watch that?! You can't do that to him!" I say, growling some. "Don't you want him to forgive you...?" she says, surprising me some, "If he sees the trial and hears you explain everything, he'll understand...it may take him a day or two to confront you, but at least he'll understand why you did what you did"
I look down again, "My reason for killing him was stupid...I don't see him forgiving me for that...if anything he'll hate me more..." I say, making Mukuro shake her head. "I can promise you one thing...Chihiro doesn't hate you...do you see him as someone who would hate others...?" she asks, making me think for a moment. She does have a point...Chihiro is so sweet and kind...~ I...don't think he would actually hate anyone...or be mad at anybody...~
"That's true..." I say with a sigh, Mukuro standing up soon after. "I'll come back and check on you later..." she says as she walks towards the door, stopping when she remembers something, "Oh and...Chihiro asked how you were doing" I look over at her, feeling...kinda happy, "He did...?" I ask, Mukuro nodding her head. "He sounded somewhat worried...I told him about your legs and how you were feeling..." she says, making me look down some, "He...looked upset after I told him..." I sigh a bit. I...hope he doesn't feel that...my current situation is his fault...it definitely isn't! I...honestly deserve this...no...I deserve worse.
When she leaves I lay my head back down, closing my eyes. Man...I wish I could just leave this room already...this day is gonna be just as bad as yesterday. It's gonna be spent sitting here...doing nothing...and probably eating alone...I sigh some. I don't really care about that...I'm just nervous about Chihiro watching that video. It's not just because of me...it's also because of that blonde headed prick and his psycho stalker...I cover my eyes with my arm. I...hope he can forgive me...
Chihiro's POV:
I yawn as I wake up the next day, rubbing my eyes some as I look out the window. It's morning already...? I look over at the mono pad on the small table next to me, sighing some. I...ended up not watching it last night...I wound up chatting all night with Sayaka and Leon...~ We even played some games together, which was pretty fun~! Though...I also didn't because...I was still nervous about watching it...I should've, but I couldn't bring myself to do it...I sigh a bit. I have to tonight...or else Mukuro would be irritated, which is something I still wonder about. I feel like...somethings up with her...
"Oh! Your awake~" I shake away my thoughts and look over to see Sayaka across the room, "Did you sleep well~? I know the three of us stayed up a bit too late..." she says with a laugh, me giggling some. "I did...~" I say as I sit up in my bed, Sayaka getting out of hers. I was told by Mukuro that Sayaka was sharing a room with me, since she knew I would have problems sleeping in the same room as Mondo...I look down some.
"What's wrong Chihiro...?" Sayaka asks, me sighing a bit. "Sayaka...when...Mondo is better..." I look back up at her. "I...want to room with him." I say, surprising her some. "Are...you sure...? I mean...yesterday you were completely fine with-" "I know I know...and I am fine with it...~ I like rooming with you, but...I feel that I should room with Mondo...I...need to work things out with him..." I say, interrupting her. This is the first step...if I can do this...hopefully the steps afterwards won't be as hard...~
Sayaka smiles warmly, "Alright...~ I'll let Mukuro and Leon know~" she says with a giggle, "Your pretty strong you know~" she says as she gets up and heads into the bathroom, confusing me some. Strong...? Me...? I'm...not strong...I'm nowhere near strong, so...why would she say something that isn't true...? I look down some. I'm...not gonna ask her why...I don't want to think about it...
After a bit I get out of bed, looking over at my desk where the clothes I normally wear are. I sigh a bit. I...don't want to wear those anymore...I wonder if I can get different clothes here. I walk over to the bathroom, seeing Sayaka in there brushing her hair, "Uh...Sayaka...?" she looks over at me curiously as I continue to talk, "I...want different clothes..." I say, making her eyes light up. I start to get a bit nervous. She's...giving me a scary look...
"You want me to help you pick new clothes~? I'd love to~!" She says with a bright smile, taking my hand, "Let's go~! I know a place here that has a bunch of different clothes in it~" I nearly stumble as she drags me out of the room, me blushing some with embarrassment, "Sayaka I'm still in my night clothes!" I say, her ignoring me as she continues walking. What have I just unleashed...? Also...why does this place have a room for clothes...? First the cafeteria and now clothes...? It's not like we're gonna live here...are we?
After a long while of searching and trying on stuff, I finally found an outfit I like...~ I look at myself in a mirror in our room. The outfit is a patterned sweater vest, having some similar colors to my old outfit, over a white collared long sleeved dress shirt. I'm also wearing a tie and blackish grey pants, along with brown casual shoes. It may look kinda plain and boring, but...it feels more like me and...reminds me of dad. I smile to myself. Sayaka and Leon loved it, which makes me happy...~ I...wonder what Mondo would think of it...I blush some, realizing what I'm thinking. Why would I worry about something like that?! I...don't think he'll really care...
After we found my outfit the three of us hung out and ate dinner together~ Sayaka and I ended up unintentionally leaving Leon out when we had breakfast and lunch, so we promised that we would all eat together...~ We asked Mukuro to join us, but...she declined. It would be nice to get to know her some, but she won't talk to anyone...I wish I knew why...maybe I'll try to talk to her later tomorrow.
"I got everything~" Sayaka says, snapping me out of my thoughts and making me look away from the mirror. Right now we're currently in our room...Sayaka thought it would be a good idea if I watched the video by myself, so she's gathering up some of her stuff and sleeping in Leon's room. I look over at her and smile, "Alright...~ I hope you sleep well...~" I say, her giggling some. "I will...~" she sighs some, "Don't be scared okay...~? I know watching the video will be hard, but you'll feel better after you do...~" she says, making me look over at the mono pad.
"I'll try...~" I say, her nodding with a smile. "Good Night Chihiro...~" Sayaka says with a giggle, making me smile happily. Today was a good day...~ It was honestly fun and way better than yesterday...though the end of yesterday was also pretty fun~ Once she closes the door I walk over to the table and grab the mono pad. I can't think about that right now though...I have to focus on the video...taking a breath I sit in my bed, leaning the mono pad on my legs. Alright...here I go...I feel myself shaking nervously as I turn it on. I can do this...I...won't be afraid.