Jori.
Kylah.
"So when do I meet your boyfriend?" My mum smiled stirring the tea, I smiled and bit my lip.
"Soon." She smiled happily, and I walked off and my older brother screwed me, I just ran upstairs and lay in bed thinking about him.
Okay I stopped, I did try for three weeks, and it was successful, and then he came back! Then I just saw him and I was like FML! I did try, and I know he's got a girl who was my friend, but I didn't know, and when I found out I already liked him, I feel bad, I mean the amount of time I've let her dig her nails in my face, too much. I sighed and looked at his number and deleted it, I was gonna try and like move on. Hopefully it works. I sighed and threw my phone somewhere, there was some next "pimps and hoes party" some boy Ryan was having he invited me to go tomorrow, I lay in bed thinking about all the bad things I've probably done, and I felt quite bad, I thought I was getting even, but nah everyone just hates me, what can you do. I went to bed early, in order to do a couple of things in the morning.
I rushed around and went out and bought something to wear and came back, mum had made dinner, I sat there and ate until Warren started talking.
"Why the fuck you always going raves, watch if you come home late, there way I'll slap you up." He screwed, I didn't say nothing and continued eating.
"Warren don't be rude to her." Mum said softly.
"Whatever, I'm going to see Rachel." He walked out, mum shook her head and sat down.
"Him and that white girl, I thought she was moving to Spain."
"I think he stopped her, you should see her eye, it's black." I shook my head, mum said nothing but sighed and walked out. I washed up my plate, and ran upstairs and got dressed, I was going with my friend Ruth, she came over when I got my corset on.
"I like that, looks nice. Where did you get that from?" She said touching all my stuff.
"Anne Summers." I said and put on some heels.
"Ahh nice man, I got this on." I looked and smiled, I liked her stuff she got, it always looked good.
"Lasenza."
"Oh yeah they got good stuff." I smiled and curled my hair. She sat there watching and then started talking about stuff.
"I got a man you know." I turned and looked at her and my eyes widened.
"Yeah I know." She smiled.
"Who?"
"Some boy from my college." I nodded slowly and turned and looked in the mirror, I hope I'm not ugly or anything because it seems no one wants me, I put all the linkin different man thing behind me and actually want someone to take me as I am. I sighed and made the finishing touches and got my jacket. We went downstairs and my mum gave us a lift, and we told her the directions. We got there and she smiled and waved, I waved and she left.
"This better be good." Ruth shouted. I laughed and followed her, we went inside and it was already turning nasty, too much going on. We went into the living room and everyone was watching this boy and girl get it on. Was it really necessary, it defiantly was a "Pimps and hoes" party! I stood there just watching her think it was fun, it was disgusting, people getting their phones out and recording, boys laughing at her, other boys ratin the boy. Wow. Ruth had this talk hench dude come and hold her and they started getting steamy in the living room, I was like "Where the hell did you come from?" I walked out of the room and went to the toilet, and locked the door, I stared at myself in the mirror, and played with my hair. I didn't feel like myself anymore, I felt like nothing. I don't even know why, I just felt half dead. I sighed and walked right out and went downstairs, maybe I need a drink to liven me up abit. I went to the kitchen and there was a lot of people there, I got myself some fruit punch and stood in the corner drinking and went on my phone.
"Wanna dance?" I looked up at this boy, I smiled and shook my head.
"No I'm okay thanks." He nodded and tried to talk tom me, but I wasn't really interested.
"What you got under the coat, I've seen bear chicks in there, all showing their underwear."
"Umm... later, I'm cold." I laughed, he nodded and said he was going somewhere, I just nodded and he left. I looked around just in time to catch his eyes.
"Hi." He smiled and waved.
"Hey." I felt abit shy. He came and leaned on the counter near me.
"How are you." He smiled, he was so nice, no matter how many times I say "I don't like Jori." I end up seeing him and I get stuck on him.
"I'm okay, how are you?" I said.
"I'm good." His friend came over and waved, they acted like retards but it was funny.
"You alright sexy." He winked. I giggled and nodded.
"Yeah, what's your name?"
"I'm sexy Franklin. Your that sexy piece of apple crumble pie Kylah?" I smiled and nodded.
"Offt." He winked. Jori shook his head and this girl came up to Franklin and whispered something in his ear. He laughed and grabbed her and they went somewhere.
"So what you been up to?" He asked, I shrugged.
"Nothing much, you?"
"Ahh same, I don't even know why I'm here." He laughed. I smiled and said nothing.
"Look yeah I know we haven't really had a nice time knowing eachother."
"Yeah I know, your chick's a psycho."
"Mmm.." He laughed.
"Oh well. Is that all?" He shrugged laughing, I stared at him and sighed.
"What?" He said.
"Nothing." I said. He stood there staring at me.
"You look like Cilla Black" Whos is that?
"Ermmm Thanks." He smiled and drank his drink.
"Ahh J let's go, there's another one on the next estate." He laughed and his friend went telling all their friends.
"I'm gone," He smiled.
"Okay. Bye." I said. He waved and was walking out.
"Can I still call you?" I said, he turned and looked at me.
"Umm I don't know." I nodded slowly.
"You got to make your mind up Jori, do you want to speak to me or not?" I said annoyed. He sighed and shrugged.
"I'll see you around." I turned away, and I felt his presence leave. I kissed my teeth, it pissed me off I couldn't have him because I genuinely liked him so much but I can't have him because his chick is a fucking psycho. I walked through back to the living room and caught that boy who I spoke to earlier, I smiled at him and went to him removing my jacket infront of him and his boys. He looked at me and I smiled, I leaned my body over his and whispered in his ears.
"You wanna?"
"Where b?"
"Upstairs, I'm guessin', make your mind up quick," I said. His friend slapped my bum, I looked at him and smiled.
"Come let's go." He said. His friend started shouting, and I laughed and deep down I felt bad I was being the old me, and letting pure wateman's have me, and be all sketty, but I was just sick of chasing after one boy the "normal way" they don't want it like that, so whatever init...
Jori.
"Ahh J man she's peng." Tattenda said.
"Aliee!" Omar shouted. I shook my head and sighed, I really don't care who's peng, and had a banging body, who the hell cares, how is that gonna benefit me?
"She's a sket." I mumbled.
"Ahhh J's being rude." They laughed.
"Nah I'm being honest, she is a sket, I'm just nice to her but she's a sket. How can she fuck my cousin's friend who's 25 and come to me thinking I don't know, she is!"
"Urghh she must be wide." Harley said.
"I swear that's all you care about Hay." I said, we all laughed and I called Chelle.
"Yes Jori." She said.
"Chelle were are you?"
"My house. Why you calling me after it's 2 in the morning?" She kissed her teeth .
"Erm I'm near yours, I'm coming open the door." I said, "Love you fuck face." I hang up.
"You lot, I'm gone." They nodded and watched me.
"Why you watching me?" I laughed, Tattenda shrugged.
"Walk then." Daniel said.
"No your watching me."
"Stand there then." They watched me, it was pissing me off, I walked off anyway. I knocked her door, and she was taking the piss, took years to calm down. She opened the door, and rubbed her eyes, I went in and closed the door and started grindin to thin air. She watched me and kissed her teeth and muttered something and went upstairs.
"Where's your mum?"
"Gone to Marley's mum's yard for the weekend."
"Oh sexy." I laughed and followed her upstairs, we went to her room and I closed the door and took off my "gear". She lay there watching me, she looked tired. I smiled happily and went to her table and got a hair band and put my hair back.
"Your gonna have to plait it tomorrow morning, it's pissing me off all out and ting." She nodded and turned away. I whistled and started dancing, man I wanted to do the rockstar jump and do the splits when I land. Tomorrow is another day. I put the light off and got into her bed, and moved close to her and touched her waist.
"Hello Chelle's body."
"Jori noo"
"Ahh come on it's been a month."
"Yeah so?"
"Your being long." She turned around and smiled, I grinned and watched her remove her night dress. I removed my boxers and she got a condom from her draw, and we got down to business.
"Get on top." I said. She did it, and sat there, I put the side light on and watched her stuff on buddy.
"Mmm.." She moaned and started moving.
"Take your time." I smiled.
When we were done, I was kissing her neck and she was mumbling shit.
"Jori."
"Hmmm?"
"One day I would love to have your child."
"Yes one day far far far away." I smiled, she shook her head and said nothing.
"You don't want kids do you?"
"Nope, I actually don't, it's not fun, and that's what you chicks use to hold us down, never." I shook my head, she pushed me away and turned around.
"What?"
"Fuck off." I sighed and lay down and stared into space.
"You still doing my hair tomorrow?" I said. She kissed her teeth and put the covers over her head. I sighed and fell asleep gradually.
I woke up the next morning and smelt food, I looked she weren't there, I brushed my teeth and washed my face and went downstairs.
"Sweet heart." I shouted with my arms opened, she looked at me bluntly and kissed her teeth.
"Prick." She muttered. I kissed my teeth and became a bit pissed off.
"Nah Chelle yeah, ever since we became like this your aggressive and you are quite controlling, I mean sometimes I even can't chat to my boys 'cos you said so. I mean who the fuck are you though, to tell me who I can and cannot chat to? Fair enough we're together, but the level you are at, your gwarnin like my mother, to be honest with you I don't need another mum, and I don't need little girls telling me what I should do, you're pissing me off with you "I want this, I want that." I kissed my teeth. She looked at me slowly and took a deep breath.
"Yeah you actually have become a prick, I wouldn't be surprised if your getting it off someone else." I started laughing.
"Your sucking dried dick, 'cos I know it ain't mine, you must be on it too long that now you chat bubble cakes, don't assume because I'll make it reality, I hate your nagging, your not fun any more, your like sagging tits, you bore me with your rubbish, I try you know I do, I try make everything balance, but now your making me angry-"
"Oh shut up, all you want is sex all the fucking time."
"Yeah blame it on that if you like, after I haven't asked you for any in a month or two and randomly last night I wanted it and it was an issue or "baby this and I wanna know if you'd let me have you child" WTF? Do I look like I'm stable enough to start producing offspring, PUR-LEASE! I got uni in fucking September and you want me to leave you struggling with a baby I will rarely see, WHY? Are you okay, clearly your nuts."
"Go fuck Kylah." She screamed at me, I took a deep breath and looked at her.
"Go overdose on your fucking pills you miserable bitch." I said with passion, she looked at me shocked, like I give a fuck, I walked back upstairs and got my stuff. I came back down and she started shouting at me again. I gave her the finger and walked out.
"Arghh!" I growled and went home, immediately I got in, I jumped in the shower and refreshed myself. I got dressed and put some cream in my hair and put it up and couldn't find my glasses, my life is fucked. KMT. I put in some new contacts and went downstairs. I left and got in my car and drove slowly to Hayden's. Basically I am tired! I got to his and parked and got out and went up to his. I knocked deadly, and some Blackanese chick opened the door in Hayden's T-shirt.
"Oh hi." She smiled. I smiled back and waved. I went in and he was lying in the sofa ....GONE.
"I'm leaving soon." She said going to the bathroom. I went and did some WWE movement across Hayden's face, the way he shot up was amazing.
"Hi" I waved. He was shocked
"Jori where's Jesus!"
"In heaven. Your on earth, don't get excited, your not saved, your going hell." I smiled. He rubbed his eyes and that chick came out, Hayden looked at her surprised she waved and dropped her number on the chair.
"Call me Hay," She licked her lips and winked and left. I turned back to him shocked.
"How the hell. I swear you came home last night."
"Three raves in one night J." He stretched.
"Then you had a dream about Jesus."
"Yup, then I saw you invade it." He frowned. I laughed and sat next to him, and he farted.
"HAYDEN!" I pushed him and he laughed.
"So how was your night, get some nookie."
"Got some nasty argument and dry sex." I muttered, he laughed.
"Oh man about what."
"You know she's been, just miserable. I try all the time Hay, thinking it's my fault, even now it's like I'm the one who's bad 'cos she wants a child! NOW!"
"No fuck that, we all swore when we have kids we'll be married don't go have one, I understand you've been together for a year but come on, no kids J, we go uni in September, and what you gonna use Student loan for this child?" He said. I started laughing.
"Nah seriously, don't you dare, fucks up your life man, kids are lovely and ting, but jheeeze! Education is the key. Sex and children and women come under that, even my mum's 2nd." He laughed. I started creasin'.
"Education is definitely the key." We put our fist in the air, me and Hay, we are brainiacs. Like I'm proud to have this man in my life.
"I love you Hay."
"Me to babe. Fuck our chicks, we're going to uni to study, get the hell out of there and become people our mothers wanted us to be, my mum always said. Hay! Women are the cause of downfall sometimes, apart from her, which is true, I mean come on, my mum potty trained me. What a ledge."
"I agree Trina is a legend."
"So is Lydia."
"Well you know my mum." I laughed, he laughed and yawned.
"When is your interview for Leeds?"
"Next week, ain't even got my portfolio ready."
"Same as man, I think we should get Franklin and we all do it, file it and we're done, then just relax man."
"Get the man on it!" He said. I laughed and called him, honestly, if Chelle's gonna be a "wasteman" and keep going on about this baby shit there's gonna be issues, always making me out to be the bad one, and stopping me from talking to people,
FUCKING LIBERTY!