Have some Esidisi fluff in these trying times
You felt uneasy lying alone in the large bed. You glanced across the room and watched as Esidisi slowly took off his jewelry. He turned back to you with a warm smile.
"Te amo," he said. You felt a lump in your throat.
"Te amo más," you whispered. You curled up, facing away from him. You felt the bed give in to his weight as he leaned over you. He placed a warm hand on your hip and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek. A coil of anxiety grew in your chest. Your throat tightened. He gently pulled your shoulder towards him and laid down behind you. Reluctantly, you rolled over into his arms.
"I love you so much," he muttered. He gently played with your hair.
"Mhm." You couldn't bring yourself to say much more. You had never felt like this. You truly loved him, so why did you feel like you didn't. He pulled you closer.
"Que pasa, baby?" Of course he could tell something was off. You were silent for a while. You sighed, there was no point in lying to him.
"I just feel off." You took a moment to collect your thoughts. "It's not you, but it's affecting how I feel," you paused to let out a shaky sigh, "about you." You felt tears run down your cheeks before you could stop them. Esidisi said nothing but gently rubbed your back. "I need to get away for a while. By myself. But I can't just leave you. I'm so sorry," you croaked.
"It's okay."
"But-"
"Listen, if you need some time to yourself that's okay. I love you no matter what." His response surprised you. You basically just told him you wanted to leave him. Why was he being kind to you?
"I'm sorry." He gave you a soft kiss on the forehead.
"It's alright. Don't apologize." You were stunned by his response. He was sweet and supportive. You had expected yelling or at least anger. But he was being nice to you even when you didn't deserve it. "I love you." You didn't respond, but just nodded. He let you out of his embrace and softly cupped your cheek. "Let me know when you're ready to come back."
"Thank you."
Did I say fluff? Whoops you got angst :/ You ever have a moment when someones really nice and supportive and you expected them to be super angry and you just dont know how to act
ANyway uhhh I might not be around for a bit but when I return I definitely have two chapters preplanned and will work on my requests I Still haven't finished
~Jade