From the corner of the room Jungkook sat, with his head laying on his knees and arms around his legs, watching Jimin. He watched how Jimin's body easily moved to the rhythm of the music and how his hair lightly bounced up and down when he jumped off the ground. Everything about the way he moved was elegant, perfect to the core. Not a single move out of place. All his attention was on the man dancing across the room, and he distracted Jungkook a lot. Even if he didn't want to admit it.
Jungkook kept pressing the top of the pen down, causing that constant really annoying sound. He didn't even notice he did so himself, he was getting too absorbed by Jimin's presence.
Jungkook suddenly tensed up as he caught himself thinking of Jimin in that way again. He really wasn't supposed to think about him like that, Jimin was his best friend and brother. Yet his mind kept wandering off into deep thoughts, thoughts mostly surrounding Jimin.
Jungkook hated himself for that, even if the thoughts made him feel like he was on cloud nine, he still hated himself for it because it was so, so, so wrong. So many things were wrong with Jungkook's thoughts, for example the way he always imagined him and Jimin together. How nice Jimin's skin would feel against his own, and how soft Jimin's bigger lips would be against his own small ones.
Jungkook quickly shook those thoughts out of his head as well, he needed to go through these lyrics now. Using all his willpower he looked away from Jimin and down at the piece of paper he was handed this morning before arriving at the studio. The different notes being placed on top of the lyrics.
Even as he focused on reading and remembering he could still see Jimin's dancing body from the corner of his eyes. Jungkook was always so amazed by his amazing dancing abilities, he was always so stable and made every single move seem so easy, when it definitely wasn't.
Jimin breathed heavily as he leaned forward, he supported his own body with his hands on his thighs. He really needed a break, he was completely drained from energy, but there was still this move that he couldn't seem to get right. His left foot was always those few degrees out of place it took for the dance to get ruined.
Straightening up again Jimin did a couple of stretches as he watched Jungkook study the paper in his hands through the huge wall mirror. Beside Jungkook stood a few bottles of water so Jimin really didn't have another choice but to walk up to Jungkook.
Plumping down beside Jungkook, Jimin smiled warmly, "I can't memorise all mine either yet," he sighed as he screwed the cap of the plastic bottle off.
Jungkook turned his head to look at him. Jimin's big lips was already around the bottle's top and his head slightly tilted backwards. Jungkook saw the sweat running down his neck, and further down his chest behind the fabric of his shirt.
He was so attractive, just sitting there beside Jimin drinking water.
But Jungkook collected himself again and looked away, he shouldn't look at him like that. He shouldn't be feeling like that when he was simply looking at the guy beside him. He should stop, stop for real this time and focus on anything beside Jimin.
Jimin being the person had laid his hand unknowingly on Jungkook's knee.
Jungkook held his breath wanting to feel the touch to the very extent. Wherever he touched him made him feel like he was burning, even through the thick material that his sweatpants were made off.
"Namjoon did such a good job with this song, the beat is amazing!" Jimin excitedly said eyes focusing on Jungkook.
"Yes, really," Jungkook nodded just as amazed as Jimin and then he took his hand off Jungkook's knee again.
"I'm hungry, "Jimin stood up holding an arm in front of him, reaching down so Jungkook could grab it, "wanna join me?" His smiled went right into Jungkook's heart, and what could he do other than say yes?
Jungkook couldn't really describe the tingling feeling he got in his stomach whenever Jimin wanted to do things with him, even after living together for so many years, doing things with Jimin alone still made his legs weak and wobbly.
So Jungkook placed his hand in Jimin's and pulled himself up, he laid the piece of paper on a desk inside the room.
Before they left Jimin grabbed a towel to dry himself with.
"Wait I'll just change my shirt," Jimin bent down to zip up his sports bag, he grabbed another T-shirt and quickly pulled the one he was wearing over his head and down his arms.
Seeing Jimin half naked wasn't really anything new, he was almost used to it like with all the other members. But he still felt weirdly attracted to him.
Everything about his body was pleasant in Jungkook's eyes, even though he had a picky nose the scent of Jimin's sweat didn't seem to push him away. No, it only made the attraction way intenser.
All Jungkook wanted was to put his hands on Jimin's little body, hold him close and just kiss him. He wanted to know how it would feel to kiss Jimin, someone as perfect as Jimin. His imagination was taking him too far away, Jungkook knew that but he couldn't stop himself, couldn't control his hormones. He was a young guy, what was he supposed to do?
"What are you doing?" Jimin chuckled as he saw how Jungkook had completely zoned out, standing completely still as he just stared at what seemed to be Jimin's left foot, "Jungkook?" He said when Jungkook didn't respond to his previous question.
When Jungkook noticed that he had been talking to him he immediately looked him in the eyes, "oh, sorry," his voice sounded apologetic and his big eyes made Jimin break into a smile once again.
"Why are you so quiet," Jimin smiled giving Jungkook a playful slap on his chest.
Jimin was still shirtless.
"I don't know," Jungkook shyly smiled and then a low giggle escaped his mouth.
"You're so cute when you laugh," Jimin chuckled again as he shook his head lightly, grabbing a new shirt and put it on.
Jungkook felt his heart beat just a bit faster, Jimin said things like that almost all the time, but it still effected him. It still made his heart increase its pace.
Jungkook never knew how he should take the compliments Jimin gave him daily, how he should respond, or what they meant. Was he just trying to be nice towards Jungkook?
Jimin began walking towards the door when Jungkook didn't respond.
"Are you coming?" Jimin looked behind himself, and as soon as he did that Jungkook jogged up to him.
Jungkook always made sure to keep a certain distance between him and Jimin, of course it was hard sometimes, it was Jimin after all.
But when they weren't being recorded he took his own rules way more serious, because he knew he wouldn't be doing anything stupid in front of a camera, because that could end up ruining everything, his career, his friendship with Jimin, his reputation, his everything. And all his years of training and achieving would be particularly wasted.
But when they weren't being filmed, it was more dangerous. No one would know, only himself and Jimin of course. No one from the outside world was able to judge him.
"I'm literally starving, aren't you? When did you last eat?" Jimin questioned as they walked with each other out of the dance studio together.
"Hm, when I had breakfast before we got here," he quietly said looking down at Jimin's lonely hand.
"Thats over 6 hours ago, why haven't you eaten anything?"
Because I wanted to watch you dance.
"I don't know, I just haven't really been hungry,"
In fact, Jungkook was starving as well, he just didn't want to worry Jimin about that, or get all the attention on himself.
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Jimin put his hand over his mouth as he laughed happily at what Jungkook had just said. Jimin found everything Jungkook said funny, he could literally say anything and Jimin would laugh. And that made Jungkook so flustered, his apple cheeks would heat tremendously up which resulted in him blushing madly.
Jungkook used all his power to hold his laugh in, to stop smiling like an idiot and just eat like a normal person would do. He should stop this.
But Jungkook eventually let in and he began laughing along with Jimin, their laughs got synchronised and that made both of them laugh even more.
Jimin's eyes even welled up with tears from joy that he had to wipe away.
None of them really knew what was so hilarious, it just was. Both of them just seemed to be so happy around each other.
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I've been quite anxious about posting this story since I really want everything to seem as natural as possible.
But thank you for reading the first chapter. It means a lot to me😔❤️