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I had a weird sort of realization today
I've been clean of cutting for about half a year now
I'm still almost 30 pounds underweight for someone my age
But i actually had the thought today "suicide won't Fox this"
And I don't know what to do with this thought
I still feel depressed about someone rewriting the ending to DLMBG
I wanted to update Tales From Fox Forest tonight too but idk I can't do it anymore the book isn't doing how I wanted it to
TRIGGER WARNINGS :
Logan POV
Patton's eyes fluttered open for a few seconds before closing again. I sighed and rested my head next to him on the hospital bed again.
He's in a medically induced coma, of course he won't be waking up anytime soon. His mind probably wants to wake up, but his body isn't ready.
I let out a long sigh, pressing a kiss to Patton's hand and then holding it against my chest. It'll be okay. Patton will wake up once his body heals enough.
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Damien POV
"Hey buttercup," I said softly, sitting down on the side of Evan's hospital bed. I pulled Quinn down into my lap, wrapping my arms around his waist while Remus sat on the other side of the hospital bed.
"Hi," Evan laughed, rolling his head to look at me.
The doctor better explained to Asura and Ophelia that his collarbone just had a hairline fracture. His left arm was in a sling to keep him from moving his shoulder too much.
"You feeling okay?" Remus asked. He slipped his hand into Evan's hand and squeezed it gently.
"I feel," Evan stopped and sighed. "Very...tired."
"Did they give you anesthesia?" Quinn asked, tilting his head a bit.
"I don't know," Evan slurred but then laughed.
"Oh my fucking Satan," Remus burst out laughing. "You're high off anesthesia!"
"No I'm not!" Evan squealed. "I don't get high! Drugs...bad...very bad!"
Quinn and Remus burst out laughing. I laughed gently, trying not to be too mean. Evan looked very confused.
"I want..." He mumbled.
"What?" Quinn asked with a laugh.
"Goldfish," Evan whispered. "Unless there's...grape juice. If you have that I want that."
"I don't have any grape juice," Quinn told him. "None of us do."
"But I want grape juice," Evan whispered, his voice cracking. His face scrunched up and then he started crying. "I want grape juice."
"We can buy some for you later," I told him.
"I want it now!" Evan sobbed loudly. "Wait no no no I want coffee."
"I can get you coffee," Remus said quickly, hopping up to go and get him some from the hospital cafe.
Quinn, Evan and I were silent the entire time he was gone. I noticed Quinn was shaking slightly since he hates being in hospitals. I gently rubbed his back and let his lean against me completely.
Remus returned, carrying a small cup of coffee. I'm surprised he got here so quickly. I wouldn't put it past him to literally run people over to get back here.
He handed Evan the little cup. Evan took a sip and then quickly spit it back up. He was about to throw the cup but I quickly grabbed it from him.
"I hate coffee," Evan pouted. "Why'd your give that to me?"
"You asked us for that!" Remus defended.
"Evan you know you don't like coffee," Quinn told him.
"Why didn't you stop me," Evan started to cry again.
Remus took the cup from me and set it on the little table in the corner. He sat back down in his spot and Evan grabbed his hand.
"Can I go home yet?" Evan asked. "I want Mr. Bun."
"Who's that?" I asked.
"My bunny," Evan slurred. "My stuffie. Where is he?"
"You asked me not to give him to you anymore because you wanted to grow up," Quinn told him.
"Wha...?" He mumbled. "Noooo...me me big boy."
"You're adorable like this," Remus snickered, clapping his hands.
"No 'm not," Evan giggled. "You're cute."
"Nah, I'm just hot and slutty," Remus purred.
"What's slutty?" Evan asked, turning his head to me.
"Remus," I laughed. Remus just laughed along before suddenly cutting off.
"Evan," He said sternly, snapping his fingers.
Evan turned to look at Remus in confusion. Remus pulled his phone out and stared taking a video of Evan. I gave him a confused look.
"Evan, say 'fuck'" Remus told him.
"Fuck," Evan repeated.
Remus quickly stopped the video before the meltdown. Evan broke down into sobs.
"Oh...oh my...no no noooooo," Evan sobbed. "Fuck is a bad word!" Evan slammed his hand over his mouth.
"Oh my god!" I yelled, shoving Remus off the hospital bed. "Why did you do that?!"
"You broke him," Quinn laughed a bit. He scooted up the bed and laid down next to Evan. Quinn was quickly able to soothe him but running his hands through his hair.
"That was ducking hilarious!" Remus yelled happily, obviously very proud of himself.
"You've corrupted the innocent," I told him with a disappointed sigh.
"Oh please, he's corrupted even more every second I'm with him," Remus laughed while rolling around on the floor.
Remus hopped back up on the bed and gave Evan a kiss. Evan pouted and smacked his useable hand gently on Remus's chest repeatedly.
"You're a big meanie," Evan huffed, crossing his arms angrily.
"You love me," Remus purred seductively.
Both Evan and Quinn frowned. The bottoms disapproved.
"Don't do that again," Quinn told him. "It's just scary."
"Is it just 'cause I haven't fucked you yet emo?" Remus asked with a shit eating grin.
He darted across the bed and grabbed Quinn by the waist. He pulled Quinn across Evan and held him tightly in his lap. He the sunk his teeth into Quinn's neck making Quinn freeze up. Evan squeaked, face bright red.
I sighed and rubbed my temple. Why do I love these three idiots?
"Stop," Quinn mumbled, moving his neck away from Remus.
"Sorry," Remus told him, resting his chin on the top of Quinn's head.
"It's okay," Quinn said, snuggling back into Remus's chest.
I'm really happy those two are getting along. That Remus actually respects Quinn's boundaries. I've noticed that Remus is very soft and gentle with Evan and Quinn. But...he does his have moments.
"Quinn," Evan mumbled. "Do you think you're demisexual?"
"What why?" Quinn asked, instantly defensive.
"You don't like dating people unless you're friends with them first...you don't like people touching you unless you're dating them... you don't like inappropriate stuff since none of us are married..." Evan trailed off with a sigh. "And I saw you painting the demisexual flag and you googling the definition."
Quinn was bright red when Evan finished. I don't think Evan would've said all of that if he wasn't high off anesthesia.
"No, all that first stuff is just trauma stuff," Quinn trailed off, bitting his lower lip. "I don't know...it's just..." Quinn started shaking and then buried his face in his hands.
"Quinn," I said gently. "Seriously, none of us are going to judge you if you're demi."
"We're still gonna love you no matter what," Remus added. "If you're demi that's fine and pretty understandable considering everything you've been through."
"I love you too," Evan said. "I'm sorry."
"It's fine," Quinn whispered. "I had to talk about it eventually."
"I'm so sorry," Evan repeated. "I didn't mean to-"
"I'm not mad," Quinn told him, laying down next to Evan again. "I'm sorry I didn't talk to anyone about it."
"That's personal stuff and you weren't sure about it yet," I told him gently. Quinn smiled a bit.
I scooted up the bed and slid myself behind Evan, then setting him in my lap. I pulled Remus up to lay next to Evan. I then laid my arms around Quinn and Remus's shoulders.
"Love you three," Quinn said randomly. We all responded in kind.
It's okay. We're all okay.