Tiana
Long chapter (excuse any mistakes)
I took a a deep breath backstage of Leviticus.
Tonight I am performing my new song 'thunder and lighting' I wrote this when Chris went to prison. I was so depressed. All I had was music to help me get through the pain.
I felt hands on my shoulder "you got this baby"
I smiled "thanks babe"
"This is your last show before you take the break?"he asked
"Yeah...but I can still sing in the studio though"
"Uh uh,no singing for you"he said
"What"I whined "but it's not gonna hurt me"
"I don't want our baby to have damaged vocal cords when she or he is born"
I turned around and I looked at him.
I busted out laughing and he joined me.
"Chris,chill out"
"Tiana you on in 5 min" Chelsea said tapping me then rising off to do something else.
I nodded
Chris kissed me multiple times "your my YODA"
"I know I am" I said as I nuzzled my head onto his.
Then the lights turned off which met the DJ Was about to announce me.
Then I watched the monitor that showed the front stage and Chris was behind me with hands wrapped around me looking at the monitor too.
Then we saw the DJ appear and he held the mic up to his mouth.
"Now RCA records was blessed with the talented,courageous,outgoing. She went platinum two years ago with her song 'body speak' which she recorded in Chris browns studio that night. Known for her high fashion may I welcome Tiana west with her new song 'thunder and lighting'" he said
I kissed Chris on last time and I ran to the opening where I am supposed to stand. There was a railing thing that made me raise the to stage.
When I appeared the crowd went wild! It's been so long.
Chris
I made my way over to August and Trey where they got a little table and it was a perfect view of the stage.
I saw Tiana appear and I clapped hard and cheered hard.
Then she started singing
Can't you look at me and see that I love ya?
And I'd do anything for ya
Jump into the mouth of a volcano
Race into the wind beside an eagle
Can't you feel that I trust ya?
And I'll do anything for ya
Climb up Mount Everest without a rope
Dive into the Bermuda without a boat, boat
Then she started dancing
I smiled
Like thunder and lightning, we were meant to be
Wrapped up inside your arms, that's right where I belong
Like thunder and lightning, you're a part of me
Wrapped up inside your arms, that's right where I belong
I dance along, in a few days I have to perform with pit bull it's a song called 'FUN' I need to get back up on the stage.
Team breezy is begging me to. I'm just scared,I've been scared to do a lot of things lately. I haven't been on stage in a year. I'm still working on my album which is coming out in a month.
I'm super nervous about uploading the album because of what people are going to think. Because,this album shows my emotions different emotions that my team has seen Before.
Trey was hyping up Tiana "go T!"
I laughed and August was doing...whatever type of dancing that was?
"August"
He stopped dancing and looked at me
"Huh?"
"What are you doing?"
"Doing the dougie" he says attempting to do it
"Just- no,please stop"I said
Then the song was over and I clapped and cheered for Tiana. She did great!
The next morning
I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I looked at my phone and checked the time.
7:05am
I shrugged and went Into Ashton's room.
He was fast asleep. I looked to my right and saw a collage of picture of me,Tiana and Ashton with some family and friends in different sets of pictures.
I smiled as I looked at it. I looked down at Ashton and he had his hand in his face. He sleeps exactly like me it's so freaky. Sometimes I can't believe that Tiana is pregnant again.
I checked my watch. Then I heard footsteps. There was a slight knock on the door.
"Knock knock"someone said and I turned around and saw Tiana
"Hey sleepyhead"I said and walked over to her and kissed her
"Morning" she said
"I have to go to rehearsals"I said
"Oh okay,that's fine" she said
"Okay cool"
"I love you"she said and kissed my cheek
"Love you too"I said and left
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Loosen up your body til' you come undone
Loosen up your body baby come undone
Loosen up your body til' you come undone
Loosen up your body baby come undone
Oh my my, looking like good-good time
Don't disguise
The way you wanna love tonight
Oh my my, hook you with a brand new high
Don't be shy, I just wanna live tonight
Live a little F.U.N, fun
I sang into the mic as I danced, we have been rehearsing for two whole hours and it's going great it was shaky at first.
Della was about to fight Amanda but I broke that up.
Della kept on saying "she's not doing the dances right"
To be honest I cared because we have to get the dances right and Amanda was doing it right the whole time.
Fefe and blaze was just in the corner laughing and lance was on my side and trying to break those two up.
But everything is fine now.
We finished out second dance routine and I was tired as hell.
"Come on Chris you shouldn't be tired. You got happy feet remember"ysabella said
They all laughed
"Shut up"I joked
I stood in front of the mirror and bent down to catch my breath
"Okay!"
Della ran up to me and crossed her arms
"What's up?"I asked
"Amanda and I would like to say sorry for causing a scene earlier"she said
I looked over at Amanda and she nodded
"Oh it's cool, I used to be that way to with my old dancers, them niggas could barely get a step right"
Della laughed and nodded
~^~
I was in the studio booth laying on the couch as I was writing in my notebook.
I cleared my throat and started singing to make sure it sounds right
You know what it's gon' take
So stop playing with your boy
Stop acting like I never made changes for your sake
Why flipping the script won't mean that she forte, yeah
We gotta fix this baby, aw yeah, aw yeah, aw yeah
Been through some shit this year
You been working tryna up your net worth, shawty
Doing the leg work, shawty
'Fore you leave, give me sex first shawty
I gotta get you wet first, shawty, naw naw
I nodded in satisfaction.
"I like the way that sounds"I heard someone say
I looked up and saw Tiana
"Hey baby"I said
"Okay so,I called my dad he said that he has a day off and he wants to spend some time with you"Tiana said
"So he can kill me,no way"I said and chuckled
"Come on now"she said "I thought he like you"
"No he doesn't,the day we went over to your folks house,I can tell that he didn't like me" I said "he threatened you know but I can't blame him you been through a lot"
"Okay this conversation is over"Tiana said and was about to walk away but I grabbed her arm and yanked her onto my lap
"Hey! Okay,I'm sorry I'll spend some time with him"
"You don't have to if you don't want to"
"I will"
She looked around the booth "you want me to start the beat" she changed the subject
"Yeah press the red but-"
"I know what button to press"she cut me off while walking out the door
"Damn"I whispered
She smiled
I put the head phones on and put a thumbs up
She pressed the button and she started it up.
Yo
I know it's hard
Hard to trust me and
And hard to love me
She blew a kiss at me as I looked at her while singing
Cam✍🏽
Hey y'all rushed this one excused any mistakes 😊