But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz CumpleaƱos a ti, feliz cumpleaƱos querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

This is everything I never wanted

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By lunaeclispe22

It's really funny reading other books on here and seeing people that I recognize from my books

I just kinda go in my mind; "fancy seeing you hear" and I wanna say something but I'm too afraid to

WE HAVE A SHIP NAME FOR DAMIEN X REMUS X EVAN X QUINN

🖤💚💛🤍

It's REQD

Pronounced "wrecked"

Thanks to @sandersidesfun for coming up with this

And sorry I didn't update, I was kinda sick but I also have a problem where I base a new chapters worth on how many comments it first gets

When last chapter didn't do well number of comments wise, it kinda shut me down

And I have no reason why number of comments is how I judge my chapters worth and how much you guys like it

OKAY PEOPLE EMILE IS NOT PRONOUNCED EMILY

ITS JUST EMILE (THE 'E' IS SILENT) LIKE THE RAT FROM RATATOUILLE IF YA WANNA KNOW HOW TO SAY IT RIGHT, LISTEN TO THE MOVIE

AND A LOT OF YOU GUYS ARE SAYING WYLAN WRONG TOO BUT IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN HOW ITS WRONG

TRIGGER WARNINGS :

Remy POV
"This was a mistake,"  I sighed, driving to my supposed grandparents house.

"You survived your dad, now I'm sure you can survive some old people,"  Emile told me. 

He slipped his hand into mine and gave it a gentle squeeze.  I sighed again and rubbed my fingers over his knuckles.  Anything to distract myself.

From thoughts of my real father.  He's probably a nice guy, but I can't look at him without thinking about how he just abandoned me.  Left me to be homeless for most of my life.  Left me with that horrible mother who hurt me.  And didn't even care whether or not I existed.

Maybe my grandparents will be better, but I'm not so sure.  Anyone that raised the kind of bitch my mom was, must be just as bad as her.

"How much longer?"  I mumbled.  We had been driving on a backroad well out of the town limits for a good twenty minutes now.

"I don't know,"  Emile shrugged.  "I've never been around here."

I slowed the car a bit to read the address engraved on a stone next to a gated driveway.  It went winding up a forested hill. 

"This must be it,"  I sighed, already not liking this.

The address on the matched the one Mr. Bodulier has given us.  I pulled into the driveway and next to an intercom and keypad.  I pressed the button and waited for an answer. 

"Hello,"  Said an older man's voice.  "How may I help you?"

"Uh, my names Remy Dormir,"  I said awkwardly.  "I was told by a Mr. Bodulier that my grandparents live here."

"Oh yes!"  The man exclaimed.  "We've been waiting for your arrival all day Mr. Dormir."

I looked over to Emile in confusion.  Then the gates opened soundlessly before us.  I drove up the driveway slowly. 

Eventually, we reached the top and it was a huge expense of flat ground.  There was still a long winding driveway with huge cherry blossom trees on each side.  It's spring too so they're in bloom with beautiful pink and purple flowers.

A good sized lake was to our right as we drove along the cheery blossom tree edged driveway.  Up ahead was a huge house. 

It was an old colonial brick house but it was huge.  Three stories and painted white.  I could see a huge balcony over the front porch with big pots of draping ivy hanging over the railings. 

Tall Victorian style windows went along the house's wall facing the driveway.  Boxes of flowers were hung on every visible window.  Large flower gardens surrounded the house.  Evan would love this.

Finally, we reached the house itself.  The second I turned off the car, an older man in a suit opened the large front door. 

I grabbed Emile's hand out of nervousness and held onto it tightly.  We walked up the few stairs onto the big porch.  Two rocking chairs sat on the far end.

"Welcome Mr. Dormir,"  The man said.  "My name is Matthew Hearst.  I'm you're grandparents butler.  And who is this?" 

"I'm Emile Picani,"  Emile introduced himself.

"He's my boyfriend,"  I stated bringing our joined hands up so I could press a kiss to the back of his hand. 

If this house is full of homophobes, I'd rather get kicked out for it now.  I'd rather not get attached if that happened.

"I must admit I'm a tad surprised,"  Mr. Hearst composed himself.  "But, I can assure you two that you'll receive no backlash for this here."

I let out a sigh of relief in my mind.  I think Emile did too based on how he seemed to relax.  Things seemed a little less awkward. 

"Now, if you'll follow me,"  He said.  "Mrs. and Mr. Dormir are very excited to meet you."

He held the door open for us and we stepped into a huge foyer.  It was also three stories high.  I couldn't help but look up at the huge chandelier and the extensive staircases.  More pots of ivy hung over some of the railings.  A large window the stretched the three stories above the front door illuminated the foyer. 

Everything in here looked expensive and breakable.  Lots of white, gold, and silver.  This place also seemed very old fashioned in its furnishings. 

Mr. Hearst led the way down a long hallway.  We reached a sitting room.  The walls were mostly windows.  But otherwise, the back of the house seemed much more modern.

Modern couches and chairs.  A large tv on the wall above a huge fireplaces.  Thing white curtains next to open windows.  Soft fluffy carpet. 

An older lady sat on a comfortable looking couch.  A book in her hands.  She had long grey hair, pulled to the side.  She was wearing black leggings, a white shirt and a long grey cardigan.  She seemed pretty skinny and petite.

An man who also appeared to be pretty old based on his grey hair was sitting in a recliner.  He had on slacks and a white shirt.  His eyes were a dark chocolate brown.  Exactly like mine.

"Remington?"  The lady said hopefully.  She stood up and her blue eyes flickered back and forth between Emile and I. 

"That's me,"  I said, stepping forwards.  "And Remy is fine."

"Oh it pains me so much to know I've had a grandson for nineteen years and Ashley never told me about you,"  She whispered, holding a hand to her mouth. 

"My name is Charles,"  The man said, standing up next to his wife.  "I'm you're grandfather."

"And my name's Grace,"  The lady added.  "You're grandma."

"Who's this?"  Charles asked.  "You're friend?"

"My boyfriend,"  I told them, making our joined hands visible.  "Emile Picani. 

"Oh,"  Grace whispered.  "Well, it'll be nice to have you in the family Emile.  And that's such a pretty name.  Haven't heard that name since I was a little girl."

"Thank you,"  Emile smiled.  "And yeah, it's pretty uncommon now."

Another mental sigh of relief.  This was going surprisingly well considered how things went with Spencer this morning. 

"Sit, sit,"  Grace said.  "There's much to talk about"

Charles and Grace sat down on one of the couches together.  Emile and I sat down across from them.  I didn't let go of Emile's hand, still needing his comfort.  We sat so we were basically squished against each other.  Emile's nervous to be here, I can tell. 

"It's my understanding that you also met your father today,"  Charles started. 

"Yeah, he's a grade a jerk,"  I said disdainfully.  "His names Spencer and he's pretty rich.  He has a pretty new wife and four kids in a nice house.  He left mom the second he found out she was pregnant with me and never did anything to help me.  I'm never speaking to him again." 

"Sounds like a good plan,"  Grace laughed.  "Any guy with morals like that deserves a quick kick in the ass."

I laughed a bit out of shock.  I never expected her to cuss.  She seemed like a respectable nice old lady.  Well, at least I know I can start swearing.

"Back to Ashley,"  Grace said.  "It's horrible that we could only meet because of her death.  Was there a funeral?"

"No, I didn't have any money and to be frank I didn't give a shit,"  I told her. 

"I'm guessing she wasn't a good mother,"  Charles said.  "I always told you our daughter wasn't a good person."

"Understatement,"  I sighed.  "It was bad living with her."

"Please, and I'm sorry if it's painful for you to talk about, but please tell us what she did,"  Grace asked with such sadness in her eyes. 

I sighed and then told them about everything.  About her being a prostitute, a druggie and a alcoholic.  The homelessness when I was younger and then the crappy house we had for a while.  The scarcity of food, water, and clothes in that house.  The broken heater and AC.  How she beat me and always threatened me.  The names she called me and other horrible thins she said about me.  How she kicked me out for being gay.  How toxic and manipulative she was.  All the mental issues she caused me to develop.  And the disaster that was her meeting Emile and his parents. 

"I'm so sorry Remy,"  Grace said when I finished.  She looked ready to cry.  "You shouldn't have gone through that.  Trust me, if I knew you were born, I wouldn't have let you live with her."

"How long was she avoiding you?"  I asked, genuinely confused as to why anyone would leave a life and house like this. 

"When she turned eighteen, Ashley ran away to the city and cut all contact with us.  Before that, there was a lot of arguments and issues between her and us,"  Grace explained. 

"It's basically just a case of who got spoiled,"  Charles said.  "If you raise you children, you can spoil your grandkids.  If you spoil your children, you end up raising your grandkids."

"I just wish we could've been there to raise you,"  Grace said quickly. 

"It's okay I guess,"  I tried to comfort her her.  "I survived...somehow."

"You mentioned she kicked you out for being gay?"  Charles asked.  "You can always live her with us."

"No, it's fine, I've been living with Emile,"  I told them. 

"Well, our doors are always open for you two,"  Grace said.  "Maybe we can have a dinner with your parents Emile.  To make up for the first one."

"That'd be really nice,"  Emile smile.  He squeezed my hand again. 

"Yeah,"  I agreed.  "I think that could work really well."

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