But Now We're Stressed Out

By lunaeclispe22

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Sanders Sides High School AU A popular jock with a passion for performing A friendly boy with a happy go luck... More

Character Descriptions
Welcome to Hell
Cookies, sprinkles, kittens, and a little bit of fake happiness
Where's my epic background music?
Logically Thinking
Help i think i'm gay
I got this bloody nose trying to defend your honor
Polar Opposites, but with some similarities
In which everything gets worse
Embarrasment and Anxiety
Prepare for embrace
The first time i belived
Making out in the forest
Time to panic and/or cry
Crying and cookies
Because he's my hero
When they make eye contact, you can see they have a history
Nightingale
You wont like me anymore
Some things aren't better left in the past
You will be found
Colder Weather
This is why i dont socialize
Knock knock, get the door, its depression
This go amazingly right (or horribly wrong)
The gay prince with an ego bigger than disney world
Hold my hand, you're going to be okay
The gayest of the gays
Snake Face
To cry or not to cry
Two bros, chillin' at a locker, five inches apart cause they are gay
There is no us, there never was
T for is trauma
The emo cult
Lady and the tramp
I can't think straight when it comes to you
Midnight Coffee Date
Emotions are for children
Accidental demon summoning
Solitude was the only logical solution
I'm not a piece of cake
Feliz Cumpleaños a ti, feliz cumpleaños querido Logan
Lets have some fun in abusement park
I'll go down in history as the worlds biggest idiot
How was my innocent mind supposed to know that
Room B340
Living like we're renegades
Ghosts
There are easier ways to learn about death
You Died; would you like to start again?
Wiccans make great moms
Ice cream, tea, and crying
Ignorance or Innocene
Soft snow and sweater paws
You're a monster if you put the milk in before the cereal
Ice as cold as my heart
Maybe we can yeet out of this situation
Birthday smash
Wattpad made me change the name of this chapter so I wouldn't get sued
Eyeliner and emo tears
Mistletoe and Christmas Snow
Daddy chimed in go for the throat
It's a messed up world
Friend, please
Remember me
Making up for our childhood traumas
Snowstorms from hell
Frozen corpses are creepy
The ghost of you is never coming home
Going mute for the aesthetic
And they were roommates
Tripping on skies, sipping waterfalls
Play ring around the ambulance
You'll be a home for the broken
Ohana means family
Things are not what they seem
Goodbye my love
Things we lost in the fire
I will keep on waiting for your love
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
We only own our hells
Top ten idiots, number one and two will surprise you
An emotional support beehive
We are lonely lost souls
The most precious bean
Tonight will be the night that I fall for you over again
Nobody cares if you cry
You won't go lonely into this fight if you just hold me we will survive
Stuck between a nightmare and lost dreams
Say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Thomas the dank engine
Lies and propaganda or deceit and falsehoods
Don't blame
Don't let fear keep us apart
My nonexistent heart was just broken
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Viva la depression
A single pale buttercup
Ability Aquired : Doubt
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
Mama we're all gonna die
Blood splattered on freshly fallen snow
Don't take your life away from me
The hardest part of this is leaving you
If being sexy was a crime, I'd be a law abiding citizen
It's a no from me
There needs to be an instruction manuel about life
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
Love is not a choice
Our old friend, Death
Oh, that's awkward
I may not live to see our glory
Everything is fine when your hand is resting next to mine
The rare fluff stumbling out of hiding
Tonight we are young
Champagne, Cocaine, Gasoline
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
Heckity heck, I crave death
Everybody sins, everybody lies
Awaiting my imminent death
I am going to kill myself and it's your fault!
Hold still while I throw a chair at you
Last night I had the strangest dream
Confrontation scares me
Daddy issues to the max
This is everything I never wanted
My boyfriend or your boyfriend
Panic attacks at the disco
How to run from the mess you made
I could lie, say I like it like that
I came here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now
They know that it's almost over
There comes you, to keep me safe from harm
A good day to die
High off anesthesia
Emotions? How about no
Happily ever after here we are
McDonalds and necromancy
Where do I go from here?
Sea salt and summer dreams
You make us better
You make us better (part 2)
I could be lonely with you
I could be lonely with you (part 2)
I could be lonely with you (part 3)
With you I'm always home
With you I'm always home (part 2)
With you I'm always home (part 3)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 2)
We'll be with you from dusk till dawn (part 3)
Epilogue
Authors Note

For a moment, I forgot gravtiy existed

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By lunaeclispe22


Writing while having a mental breakdown...

Let's see how shitty this chapter will be...

Damien POV
"I don't know what I want!" I yelled, my entire body shaking. This must be how Quinn feels all the time.

"Find a fucking bag and shoved all your shit in it!" Remus yelled back.

I turned to the closet and dug around until I found my suitcase. I threw it onto my bed but my mind blanked again on what to pack.

"Four minutes left," Quinn mumbled, staring wide eyed at the clock. He was doing good at keeping his episode under wraps.

Which I know isn't good for him but I need peace in calm right now. This is too much pressure.

Evan went to my closet and started pulling all my clothes out and somehow managing to fold it quickly and neatly. Pretty soon the entire suitcase was full.

"Do you have any more bags?" Remus asked.

"No!" I yelled.

"Improvising time!" Remus screeched.

"We could use your book bag," Evan suggested.

"It's in my car," I sighed.

"Tie shit in blankets," Remus said while ripping the covers off my bed.

Quinn squeaked as it was pulled from under him, falling down onto the floor. Remus ignored it and spread the blanket on the floor.

I grabbed my more important things, wishing I had time to better pack all the glass and breakable things. This is too stressful.

But since Quinn was on the floor, he wasn't keeping time for us. Suddenly, the door opened and Dad stepped in.

"It's been five minutes Dee," Dad growled with a psychotic smile.

Before anyone could react, the door slammed shut. A jolt of panic shot through me when I heard the door lock. Curse doors that lock from the outside.

Quinn started hyperventilating almost instantaneously. I'm not sure why but Evan seemed to know because he was instantly at Quinn's side.

"Now what?!" Remus yelled. "For all we know this douche is gonna burn the house down and make sandcastles out of our ashes!"

"Why are you like this?!" I screamed, my temper getting the best of me in this high stress situation.

Remus didn't respond with words. He flipped me off and than ran head first into the door. The door barley budged and he fell to the ground with a thud.

"You're going to make your head hurt worse by doing that," Evan chastised.

"Why'd he lock us in here?" Quinn chocked out. His nails were dug so deep in his arms that blood was starting to bead around his fingers.

"At best, we'll be locked in here for a few days and we'll starve," I explained. "At worst he starts throwing shit in here throw the vents."

Quinn's hyperventilating managed to get even worse. He seemed to be having a full on panic attack. Maybe this is the PTSD from when his dad locked him in a closet.

As if on cue, the vent near the ceiling banged open. We all stared at it with wide eyes.  Nothing happened.

Remus walked over and tried to see if he could open the window. But it didn't. For some reason, the windows didn't open in this house.

"Can I break your window?"  Remus whispered loudly.

"No," I told him sternly. "Do you know how expensive it would be to replace the window?"

"Don't know don't care," Remus shrugged. "I knew it made Issac pissy if I broke the window."

I frowned. I don't know how to comfort Remus when it comes to Issac related issues. I just don't like thinking about Remus in a relationship like that.

"That is a last minute escape route," I mumbled.

"Quinn is having a panic attack," Remus said while aggressively motioning towards Quinn curled up on the floor. "We need to get him out of here and escape before you dad rips our heads off.

"Why does your mind go to the most demented thing?"  I asked. 

"Demented shit is my jam,"  Remus laughed.  "Window?"

"Fine," I sighed. "Good luck though, that's heavy duty glass."

Remus picked up my metal desk chair and hurled it at the window. Quinn and Evan both let out a little screech of shock as the chair collided with the window and then the floor. A little crack appeared in the corner but that was it.

"What do you have that's heavy duty and wouldn't break easily?"  Remus asked.  "Preferably something metal."

"I have a tiny safe full of coins,"  I suggested, picking it up from my desk.  It was heavy. 

"Prefect," Remus whispered with in insane look.

He walked over to the window and started slamming the corner of the safe into the corner of the window. After a few seconds, the window started cracking significantly more.

"How is that working?" I asked.

"Strongest part of a window is the middle," Remus mumbled while continued to work. "Break up the corner and the edges and then throw something extremely heavy in the center."

We all stayed silent while Remus worked. My eyes kept flickering to the clock and then to the vent. There are so many horrible ways this could go wrong.

Remus finally stepped back before chucking the safe at the window full force. With a loud crash, the window shattered and the safe went flying out into the backyard below.

Then Remus grabbed his knife and worked on breaking off what was left before throwing my comforter on the window sill.

Without a second thought, Remus started to climb out the window.  I jumped forewords and managed to grab him just in time. 

"You can't jump out the window,"  I told him.  "You'll get hurt."

"What's a little blood and bruises?"  He laughed. 

"A broken bone at the best is what you'll get from this height,"  I said sternly. 

"Oh please, if I go limp and land on my back I'll just have bruises,"  Remus tried to persuade me. 

I dragged him back into the room, careful to make sure he didn't accidentally get hurt on the glass.  Many sharp jagged pieces were still sticking out from the edge.

"How are we going to get down there?" Evan asked worriedly. Quinn still hadn't calmed down.

"There should be some rope under my bed," I whispered shamefully.

"Why do you have rope?" Evan asked. Quinn gave me a worriedly look.

"Reasons," I mumbled. Remus crawled under my bed and grabbed the rope.

I have this rope for two reasons. One being to kill myself with. I try not to think about it now that I have Remus, Evan and Quinn.

Two being in case of an emergency where I would need to climb down from my window. Which I guess is actually happening now.

Remus and I worked together to tie the rope securely so that we didn't fall. The rope made it down to about a foot or so off the ground.

"What about all of the stuff?" Evan asked.

"Well come back for it when my dad isn't home," I told him. "For now, we have to get out of here."

I took Quinn, making him tightly hold onto me by wrapping his legs around my waist and then his arms around my neck. We decided to go first because Quinn desperately needed out.

Remus did the same with Evan and waited at the top for us. Neither of them had any upper body strength.

I stared down at the ground for a few seconds. A painful panic gripping my lungs. Slowly I forced myself to climb out the window and start shimming down it.

Quinn was shaking badly and holding tightly to me. He needs comfort right now. Not dangling two stories from the ground.

Once we reached the bottom, I gently sat Quinn on the ground. I looked up and watched as Remus started heading down.

But then, Remus's foot lost its grip on the side of the house. Which caused him to loose his grip on the rope. They were still all the way up by the window.

Then someone appeared in the window and pulled on the rope. It was Dad with a huge steak knife. He smiled evilly and began to cut the rope.

Remus tried to start going faster but that made him loose his grip again and they almost fell. There was a loud snap as the rope was cut loose.

But that didn't compare to the screams from Remus and Evan as they fell.

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