(Jimin's POV)
W-Woah...
That...
Was...
Jimin finally gets his breathing back to normal as he tugs his fingers up and down Y/N's small back, little mewls of protest sounding against his skin when she shifts on him.
She's asleep...
Laying his head back on the pillow Jimin feels the sweat rolling down his forehead and into his hair as he uses his free hand to tug the comforter over the two of their bodies.
Now I see why people in the movies talk about it so much....
Placing both his hands on Y/N's exposed back he fights to keep himself awake, his entire body exhausted from moving and the past events.
Y/N is so beautiful....
Her voice...it drives me insane...when it gets all breathy...
I'm so tired...but I don't want to wake her up...I love her being on my chest...I don't want her to go to her own room...I want her to stay here...and feel safe...
Jimin fights against his body's extreme want to sleep as he simply lays in the silence of the room and holds the love of his life against him as close as possible, her warmth spreading between both their humid bodies.
Oh no...
I want to sleep so badly...
What would it be like...if I could actually sleep with somebody...I could actually feel what it's like to sleep with someone holding you...
I want it so badly....
I want to feel it too...like a real man...
Jimin grits his teeth in frustration while burying his face into her strawberry scented hair, her lips pressing onto his neck when she burrows herself further into his embrace.
Stay awake Jimin...
Stay awake...
You have to stay awake...
"Mmm...ChimChim..."
"Shh...go to sleep baby..."
"You...sleep too...."
I want to...I really do...
Jimin lets out a soft breath when Y/N pulls herself up and nuzzles her face into his hair while tugging her hands through it, his eyes now closed as he falls victim to her warm embrace.
"Sleep.....ChimChim..."
I can't help myself...
I want to sleep...
I want to....
Feel....
Normal.....
............................
Mmm...
Hmm....
"Good morning Chimchim."
"Baby?..."
"Mhmmmmmmm."
Jimin feels warm lips press against his before he sits up quickly and presses his hands tenderly on Y/N's face, his heart slamming in his chest with fear.
"Wait, did I hurt you? I fell asleep I knew I should have-"
"Jimin, you didn't hurt me. You slept fine."
Oh..
Wait...
I....
"I did?.."
His heart tugs once again when she sits on his lap and lays her face in his neck, her arms tenderly snaking around his exposed waist.
"You slept fine. I've been awake for a little bit playing with your hair waiting for you to get up."
"You should have woken me up then..."
"Nah...I wanted you to get good sleep, you were tired last night."
Jimin gives his love a warm grin while rubbing her back and pulling her against him, the hem of his T-shirt hitting the tops of her thighs.
"Did you steal my shirt?"
"E-Eh?...it...it was the only thing I could find.."
"Really now?"
".....yes?"
Jimin chuckles and lays back down with Y/N while holding her in his arms, her breath warm fanning against his cool dewey skin.
"Are you ready for breakfast?"
"Mm...I could eat."
"Okay, I think I hear Jungkook walking around in the kitchen so we can go out there...after we get dressed of course."
..................
"Hyungie! Noona!"
"Good morning Jungkook."
Jimin smiles wide and listens to the happy tone coming from his Baby brother as him and Y/N make their way to the kitchen, his body settling down into the chair in front of the table.
"What do you guys want to eat this morning?"
Wait for it.
"Pancakes Noona! I want your pancakes!"
There it is.
"Alright, Pancakes it is then."
The room is quiet for a moment as Y/N grabs all of the ingredients and sets them on the counter, Jungkook's voice the only thing that breaks the silent moment.
"Noona, what's that on your face?"
What?
Every drop of blood in Jimin's body freezes as he turns towards Y/N's voice, her nervous chuckle causing panic to rise bile in his throat.
"It's nothing Jungkook, don't worry about it."
"Y/N what is he talking about?"
"It's nothing, I just...I got hurt yesterday when we were moving boxes."
"I didn't hear you ever get hurt."
"Jimin don't worry about it."
Oh my god...
No...
Please...
Please god no...
"Y/N....did I....did I hurt you?"
"What? No! You didn't! Jimin please I'm serious don't-"
"Tell me the truth Y/N. Did I hurt you."
At this point Jimin stands up and feels tears begin to well in his eyes, Y/N's next words crushing any ounce of peace he felt waking up this morning.
"Yes but it wasn't bad I promise it-"
"I hurt you."
"Jimin no it isn't-"
"It doesn't matter what it was or how bad it was Y/N! I hurt you!"
The one person.
The one time.
The one time I try to be normal, I hurt her.
The love of my life...
My baby...
I'm no man...
I'm a monster.
"Jimin it isn't anything-"
"No. I knew better. I should have known."
Jimin twists around and walks back towards the bedroom until he feels the doorway, his heart now sunk to his stomach.
I feel disgusting.
How can I possibly be a real man if I hurt the love of my life.
My baby...
She's so precious...
Jimin quickly slams the door to the bedroom and locks it while sliding against the wall until he touches the floor, tears already streaming down his cheeks.
How can I ever lead a normal life if this is what always happens?
How can I ever expect Y/N to love me like this?
I can't hurt her...
I'm...
I'm not a man...
I'm just...
Broken...
(A/N): 🤭