Who to choose {Dylan O'Brien and Thomas Sangster}

Chapter 5-Time to confess

Like my Thomas pic? I know,I know he's bae❤️❤️
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My heart drops,it begins beating fast,I shouldn't be shocked. I mean,Thomas could get any girl he wanted. He could.
"Who is it?" I ask,the words hardly getting out.
"She's called Zooey," he says.
"I bet she's beautiful," I mutter. Well,she is,one lucky,lucky girl.
What am I saying? Shut up Emma!
"So how did you guys meet?" I ask,clamping my hands together.
"I was just walking and I ran into a couple of guys and I don't know we just clicked," he says "Plus,I wanted something like you and Josh,"
No he doesn't. No he fucking doesn't.
Tell him. Tell him what happened a few nights ago! Tell him or you'll regret it!
"Yeah." I say "Yeah. Look,Thomas,I nee-I have a secret,"
"What is it?" He asks,I can tell he's starting to get worried.
"I..I.." The words which I don't know what to say "I,just feel alone. I'm living with an un curable sickness,and I don't know what to do,I'm falling apart,there I said it. I'm sorry!" Tears begin streaming down our faces while I get up "I need to go,good luck with your girlfriend,the most bloody lucky girl in the entire world! You'll forget I exist now,and I will too!"
Thomas calls after me but I keep on running,I can't be near him. He'll invite his girlfriend everywhere I go then she'll hate me then everything will crack. And I know it.
But there is one place I can go.
One place when I fall apart.
But there's another place.
The bridge..